I wish I wasnt feeling so like...

so cute?

too bad, it's a thing you're gonna have to live with

I'm always cute

but nah I'm very much like Turtle Grumping In Its Shell

still cute tho

I got that "nobody look at me the mere concept of Anything is too much" mood

irritability is the one anxiety thing that nobody talks about but like. man it happens and I Dont Care For It

lmao bless you Kaiya HOW ARE YOU THIS SMOOTH

I'm just speaking the truth darling Snap

you cute grumpy turtle you <3

GOSH

but yeah not to get too like Deep or Serious or whatever but... like...

but like... I'm equipped for Sad and I'm equipped for Afraid but it's a lot tougher to talk about the "this person is going to try and punish you GET DEFENSIVE YOU HAVE TO GET READY TO FIGHT FOR YOURSELF" weird shit

because like. man it's so baseless and irrational

nah dude I get you, I hate being confrontational too

grunpy......... bad

because you're basically defending yourself against two things here-- the person you're being confronted by AND your anxiety

and neither of them are on your side

you always feel like "what gives you the right to cause a scene about this. you're the one being an asshole here"

yup

"you're not even worth it and now you're crying, good job"

which is helpful when it is a case of "I know my hell brain just slams into Fight Or Flight at literally anything and it just picked fight this time for no reason"

but not so great when it's like "people can do literally any shitty thing they want to you and if they tack on a Teehee Whoopsie Didnt Know Better then you have to keep letting it happen"

for what it's worth Snap I think you're worth fighting for and I would absolutely be your second if someone tried to throw down

lmao God if I could sell my tear ducts on craigslist I would get rid of those fuckers in a second I FEEL THIS KAIYA

also thank you so much YOURE SO SWEET TO ME

LISTEN

IF I EVER THREW A PUNCH IN REAL LIFE IT'D PROBABLY BE DEFENDING MY FRIENDS' HONOR

Your arms are Swole And Beefy with the raw crackling power of love for your friends

I have become a shounen anime, finally

the real power of God and Anime on our side was the friends we made along the way

OKAY the healing power of mediocre coffee and liminal space atmosphere have set me right

I'm good now