I am...it isn't GERD. it more likely than anything else, is an ulcer, an Esophageal Ulcer. which would explain why nothing has worked.

i've just been trying to shake it off. i've been to the ER, two doctors, and I'm about to go back to the ER now because this pain is unlike any physical pain i've ever endured. like. ever. in my life.

i have an endoscopy scheduled for next wednesday. it is 6 days prior and i just cannot hold out that long.

Oh, Squish. I hope you get better soon, love

thank you...me too. i'm really done with this.

oh honey ;; jesus christ you need a dang break

Oh ow

in other news, I got these beautiful flowers and a teddy bear from you guys and i actually just started to cry on the spot like

i hope you get better soon hon

you guys are too much and just. thank you. for all your sweet thoughts and kind words. they're perfect.

oh good, I'm glad they arrived <3

more like your FACE is perfect

there is nothing remotely perfect about me right now. i can barely sit up in this chair. but

i just wanted you guys to know that I appreciate you. all of you. and i'm doing my best to feel better and get my life together and i love you guys so much.

oh i'm so glad it arrived

please take it as easy as you can hun and know we love you

I’m glad the flowers arrived but good gosh, I hope things get better for you, soon, Squish... I love you so much honey.

Oh Squish, I hope everything goes well and you feel better soon.

take it easy kiddo, we'll be here <3

it's okay to not be okay sweetie, I hope things go easy on you while you're trying to get through this

oh honey I'm so sorry

I'm glad you got the flowers but god you need a break

I hope life gives you a break. you need one