I am still a being of pain, but what is bothering me most is my mental state

i believe I am adjusting to a combination om my regular meds which includes high blood pressure meds, and antibiotics, painkilles and bloodthinners

I get the sensation that everything feels creepy

It's some form of anxiety

but i will be watching different shows and it will suddenly turn into something slightly creepy in my mind

or i just get a feeling of I SHOULD NOT BE WATCHING THIS

the only things so far that have not triggered this feeling have been the muppets

and stand up comedy

anyone have any really chill (but not in an over-chill-creepy way) shows or youtube channels or whatnot you can recommend?

Frasier, maybe.

Fraggle Rock!

i never really got into frasier, but if its on Swedish Netflix i can give it a try

fraggle rock is also something i usually like to watch when i am sick and i mean to give it a try but there are actually pretty creepy things in fraggle rock

tidying up with marie kondo and small spaces - big dreams are both really nice, feel-good makeover shows that I can watch even if my brain screams

queer eye season 2, as well

huh I had not considered those types of shows and i usually like them

i watched a bunch of the new queer eye and wasnt sure i liked it but it it doesnt give me creepy/anxious vibes then i would take it

I'd really recommend season 1 and not season 2

...other way round

season 2, not 1

season 2 is so much better

maybe I will try that then

hands down my favourite one (as a note, one episode in season 2 is about a trans dude, this household thinks it was done quite well)

but yeah, I absolutely rec marie kondo, it's just so... supportive and nice and diverse

oh neat

yeah I have been meaning to check out marie kondo but i am afraid i will just feel bad about the state of my apartment

I will be trying a bunch of things though

yes, definitely marie kondo

the first episode is kind of... the husband in it is not so great. but after that it's good!

I'll def give it a shot!

the first episode is very "staying safe" in terms of vetting, really. white traditional nuclear family type. but it gets diverse and interesting after that

alrighty good to know

Muppets <3 <3 <3 <3

also the How To Train Your Dragons TV show, which is surprisingly good.

Also cooking shows if you like that sort of thing?

i think i have seen all of httyd show, but i could try it again.

cooking shows are probably a no, I'm having trouble with eating right now

Ahh, fair enough

What about just music channels? Sometimes I can put on a music YouTube and just sort of doze when I can’t find anything to watch

yeah i do some music (but sometimes "calmimg" music can actually be creepy) mostly for sleeping though. i think anything that is nor part of my normal routine is causing me anxiety

it has been a little better today I hope it will continue getting better