hi, my name is squish and i'm watching kaichou wa maid-sama for the 17th time in a row and still love it 
GOOD EVENING SWEET PLURK ((cw: parental death/grief))
GOOD EVENING SWEET PLURK ((cw: parental death/grief))
tomorrow is my last day off before I start work back up on Monday aaaaaand!!!!! Holy cow!!!! wow!!!! I've been out of work for 6 weeks!!!!
other notable things: tomorrow is the celebration of life for mom and dad, and I will be out of commission for the whole day probably.
there are supposed to be over 100 people coming and it'll be me, my brother, and my uncle to sort through them all
i don't know if i should have a speech ready but i'll probably have something ready because.....m-man...
just gonna do my best and look forward to being busy again. >:Cbbb
it's not gonna be the last time i cry. but it's gonna be good, in a way.
i have friends coming. my brother will be there and bun will be there, and hopefully all mom's family won't come like i'm concerned about.
i'm gonna get up tomorrow and go work out with the roomie or go to spa castle and just. meditate. have a nice long shower. generally just...exist and treat myself. and it's only for 2 hours. so i'll be able to come home and relax and just. yeah.
>:C it'll be good and fine, and I'll be good and fine. and heartbroken. but mostly good!
it's fine, squish. You're fine. And mom and dad are...
well. they're the wind in your hair
and water glistening on grain, and
the sun on your face, squeezing your cheeks
so...it's okay.
It's okay. >:C You're okay and it's okay, so don't forget it. cry when you need to and remember that they're always with you. even though that's really hard sometimes, but life is hard and they prepared you for this.
WELL REGARDLESS I LOVE YOU GUYS AND HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD EVENING AND I'M GONNA GO TO BED
slap a quick warning on there and then >:C yep.
SLAMS U INNA BED
TUCKS THE COVERS UP TO YA CHIN
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SMOOCHES YA FOREHEAD
;A;!!!!!!!
you are gonna sleep well and have a day tomorrow 
L-LAYS HERE...
o-okay. GONNA DO THE THING
and you are good and loved and all that stuff for being a sweetheart
you're loved and >:C sheesh
yes i am a sheesh
>:C ilu sweet friend I hope you have a wonderful day
/smooches ya NOSE