I sort of lost count of how many years have passed ever since the year I was born to this world.
When I started living alone, I barely put a lot of effort in celebrating it. Just get myself a cupcake, a candle, light it on, then blow it after making a wish, and ... the end.
Yeah, that's at least how I celebrate my birthday, as personally I don't find any importance in making the celebration "fun". Banners, balloons, parties... I don't really need them.
"What would you do during your birthday, eh?" Julie once asked me.
"Maybe take a stroll around the mall, get myself a little cake or something else..." I answered. "I guess."
When Hegrena started making her way into my life, my birthdays were a little bit different.
She sometimes made me birthday cards, sometimes got me some small gifts. They weren't much, but I was... in joy.
Not until after her death.
And my life became dull once more again.
Cupcake, candle, lighter...maybe sometimes soda for little extra enjoyment.
The good ol' birthday, all alone again.
"I wish, to reach the surface whatever I can."
That's my wish, for this time.
Happy birthday, Douges de Niet.
媽耶開始寫的時候發現到我把手畫得崩了啦!!!

(鬧脾氣
因為是臨時的所以其實寫的時候有點混亂…感覺有點牛頭不對馬嘴的話還真的抱歉(
總之,道格斯生日快樂!
生日快樂
生日快樂!
生日快樂!!!
女兒的生日卡片總覺得好溫馨也好感傷

道格斯生日快樂!
生日快樂!!!
生日快樂