I'm still dealing with the reality of my brother, complete with a couple anxiety dreams. Very unsubtle dreams.

I got a doc appoint tomorrow which just a regular check in kind of thing

but AFTER that I want to ease myself back into RPing on memes and things

No games in the future right now. They're out of my ability atm unless they're idk small musebox type things

The weather is a rollercoaster of temp changes and thunderstorms so my back is super pissed.

I may have to hit it with some hard drugs but I wanna hold that in reserve.

aaaaand.... i may get in touch with a local artist's guild?

my production rate is super duper slow but it's something

it was a bit... eye opening to explain my condition to a woman over 75 and get a look of actual sympathy. like the real stuff.

yes my mind is wandering a little. but I've been thinking about it a lot. Just how much genuine concern and sympathy actually means

Anyway, things are mostly okay. Just waiting on word on my brother.