I’m definitely starting to regret coming out, not because of peoples reactions which have generally been good but because it hasn’t gotten me anything except too stressed to do the one hobby that make me happy that I could actually make myself do :/ anyway, I miss Hank.

I absolutely know this feeling, it comes and goes typically but when it slogs on for a while it feels like its never gonna end

Yeah I think even if this passes it won’t for too long, I’ve been on and off blocked for a while. I was in two games at once years ago and it wasn’t even an issue, what happened to that me

I think you're still that you, its just the circumstances are different so your feelings/responses have changed accordingly

once you get back into a more favorable mindset Im sure you'll start feeling more like yourself again

Yeah that’s the problem DX that favorable mindset