i know it's the best choice for me right now - the company is in baltimore, it has flexible hours that i can adjust when i go to law school, and it's far more hours even if it's less pay

but i've loved working at my PT office so much and i love everyone there. it was my first job after 6 years of not being able to work. and i'm just really sad and also want to throw up

A first job after unemployment is special. It feels so empowering.

totally. and they've been so kind and patient with me knowing my history and why i was out of work for so long

and i've been there nearly a year so it's not like i jumped ship quickly but i still feel like i'm abandoning them

which like. i've been part time and my hours were cut significantly over the summer which is why i took a second job to begin with, so i'm sure they understand my situation

but i'm also just. super sad.

Yeah I've been sad with every job I left, and I hated all of them when I was leaving.

good luck!

Totally understandable, andd yet can I say how awesome it is seeing you planning for school, and all the things you're doing for the environment, and with your friends, and how different life is for you since we met? It just makes me so happy.

mythotica: things have gotten so much better in the last year. i feel like my life is both really up in the air but also a lot more stable than it's been in a long time

Aw man, I’m sorry you’re feeling anxiety, but you got this. <3