you know what doesn't help? finally having work insurance but having no choice but to call 3 or 4 different places to figure out which one was supposed to send my insurance card. i literally thought i might be dying at one point (hypochondria stuff) but was put in a position where I had to CALL to make an appointment to check so i just didn't
so like if insurance covers certain kinds of therapy i'm never going to find out, i'm paying for it but i can't use it XD I need a psychologist so bad, y'all, but I can't make medical arrangements or make any decisions. so that's fun