I'm....I'm happy. I WAS DOIN' A LARGE SAD YESTERDAY BECAUSE HOLIDAYS ARE YUCKY ON MY DELICATE KOKORO

but i just...I'm grateful. beyond sadness, I am grateful. For every single one of my friends-- for the people who still want to chat with me on plurk evEN THOUGH I AM A SQUISH OF THE SHADOWS THESE DAYS

shadow-squish. It's my galarian form >:C

I love dark type squish >:C

Squish is my favorite Pokemon and I love her.

BUT I JUST AM HAPPY AND CONTENT. I'm reading through some plurks that I've missed since vanishing into the void, and if I've learned anything in this last year...the world just keeps on going.

squish would absolutely be Morpeko, change my mind

MORPEKO ;A; a good bab. I have yet to ever see one in the wild.

I would have thought Bewear, but you make a compelling point.

I'm convinced it is marnie's framd and uwu there is only the one.

OH HECK YES

BEWEAR IS

I mean, who wouldn't want to be friends with Marnie, honestly.

>8C

oh mood

SHE'S A GOOD BAB ;w; a sweet little nugget.

BUT MORPEKO IS A GOOD LIL BEAN

as is marnie ;w;

>:C lays here

but squish is the best nubbin . uvu

It is known.

i just gosh darn love you guys :C and I hope you all know how completely and totally amazing you all are as well :C I HOPE SOMEONE TELLS YOU EVERY DAY HOW MAGICAL YOU ARE BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT

AND I HOPE YOU WIN A MILLION DOLLARS AND GET A WARM HUG AND BUMP NOSES WITH A CAT AND GET IN THAT WONDERFUL COMFORTABLE POSITION ON YOUR BED/COUCH WHERE YOU ARE COMPLETELY COVERED IN HEFTY BLANKETS AND YOU'RE NOT ABOUT TO LIGHT ON FIRE

I hope you catch a Dreppy and feel happy in your skin. I hope people call you by the pronouns that you identify.

omg squish. :c you're so pure

:c i hope you can find a little sliver (or a big one!!) or happiness and hang onto it, and share it with your close friends and grin about it all day :C

I just honestly don't know where I would be without you guys. Without my nearby friends, without my sweet, thoughtful coworkers, and my big brother. My dear, sweet hubs, of which celebrated 2 yers of being married this year and 7 years of knowing eachother.

IDK MAN THERE ARE INFINITE REASONS TO BE SAD

AND THERE IS NO COMPARISON-- IF YOU FEEL SAD, YOU ARE SAD. and if your friends are sad, you are also allowed to be sad. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE STUPER STRONGO-DONGO AND NOT BE SAD BECAUSE I WILL GOBBLE YOU UP AND LOVE YOU AND DON'T FORGET TO LET YOURSELF BE SAD SOMETIMES TOO

I just got caught up thinking about how I haven't been online in a hot minute-- I haven't played in a game in over a year and I just...get messages from all of you every now and then, and they're such blessings.

I was drowning myself in pokemon for the last week feeling sorry for myself because my mom's been gone for two whole years. and it's lonely. i wasn't talking to bun about any of it, and i was just clamming up hard

i'm...depressed. And I'm the only one surprised by it. :C but I've been going to bed between 6:30 and 7:45pm every night.

I wake up at 4am and feel like i should have done more with my time. like I'm wasting my time-- and I have time, and legs, and efforts to be made...and I haven't wanted to do anything.

and then I got a message from TheBirdsAndBees and throesofangels and MelonFlavored talking about getting together for camping and pokemon related things-- and not too long ago we all played jackbox and

camping

idk, I'm just...these people, without knowing, gave me life. I went out today on my own for the first time in a long time, that wasn't work related.

and even when I'm so sad, I'm just...I'm so absolutely lucky and fortunate to have such sweet friends thinking of me. EVEN IF IT'S JUST "HEY, SQUISH IS ALSO PLAYING POKEMON, MAYBE SHE WOULD WANT TO JOIN US??"

pistachioed I HAVE BEEN GETTING YOUR MESSAGES BUT I'VE BEEN OFF MY COMPUTER FOR A MINUTE SO >:C

EXCELLENT CAUSE I KEEP FINDING THINGS THAT GO
HEY
IT CUTE
WHO ELSE CUTE
IT SQUISH

;O; SQUISH

HEY
HOW ABOUT YOU
JUST TAKE THOSE COMPLIMENTS AND DIRECT THEM BACK AT YOU
AT YOURSELF

hmmm no

:c squish you are always welcome to raid and camp and do fun things with us always

FRIEND ;O; YOU GAVE ME LIFE AND AIR IN MY LUNGS AND I'M SO GRATEFUL FOR YOU

;O;!!!!

I AM GRATEFUL FOR YOU

:C yes, I will absolutely remember this. i forgot for some reason and :C i'm very sorry

depression brain makes you forget things like this

and it's not your fault

Let’s play again soon!!

And also AC when it comes out!!! I’m SO EXCITED FOR AC

Angel ;A; lets?? Please?? ALSO AC I AM JUST WAITING

OH GOD YES I CANNOT WAIT FOR AC

my body is SO READY