why

why am i like this

"this is crack fic," i say to myself, as if that somehow justifies how long this fucker of a fic has gotten

according to google docs, i started this on november 23rd. motherfucker. has this damn thing been going on for that long? i hate this. i hate writing. i hate it all!!

what if the fic gets too big and it eats you

tea_destroyer: honestly i think it may already have