Literally everyone is moving to a meltdown. I almost went nuclear on Monday. The only way I didn't wss my body literally shutting down my energy reserves to nil so I could barely stay on my feet let alone scream
I'm spending all my time lately sleeping (badly), reading old fanfic I used to love, or playing FFXIV. At least there I feel like I'm doing something and getring rewarded for it when I do it
I even stopped my reread of Toby Daye because I got to Red Rose Chain and I just cannot handle that book right now. Themes of unwilling loss of control make me infuriated even when things are going well, and they very much aren't right now
I have to get back to the ovens. Just wanted to let people know I still existed. I've flipped through plurk a few times but honestly I'll probably stay off for a bit longer until thinga calm down