I mean I don't cry anymore

But it feels so different now

I want my old self back

Although before I don't show much emotions, but I still express it in a way I can

But now? I barely feel anything

I feel so drained and I sleep during most of my free time
I go straight home from work
I isolate myself from others afraid of getting hurt or being left behind

Tbh I don't mind if I don't make new friends anymore

Thanking those people who stayed with me over the years 😊