today, I have, in two hours, reorganized and disposed of all the old crap that was bogging me down around my desk area... it is so beautiful >:C

>:C squish you are my sunshine

YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE ROXY ;A; ILY

i lit a candle!!! >:C I cloroxed and dusted my desk!! (not in that order!!!)

>:C my only sunshine!!!! >8C YOU MAKE ME HAPPY WHRN SKIES ARE GRAY!!! (Like today rn it’s so icky)

;A; and you’ll never know how much ILU. So don’t take my sunshine away :C

>:C my nightstand is a little overwhelmed but >:C MOVED MY DND BOOKS AND MOM'S PHOTOS AND MY SPIDERMAN COASTER >8C!!!!!!!!

i wanted rowlett to be up top but ;A; WEEP GOMEN ROWLETT THIS IS ALL I CAN DO FOR YOU

IT LOOKS SO NICE NOW CONGRATS FAM >:Cbbb

leo...is hunting by my window and chirping aggresively at something >:C it's rly cute...

TY FAM TY... i wish i would have taken a before photo. >:C it was messy and harshin' my vibe

idk. my mood these days is like a swing. sometimes I am at the PEAK OF PRODUCTIVITY AND HAPPINESS AND sometimes I am stationary, on a swing, not moving at all.

today happens to be a feel good swing-high sort of day!!! So I will TAKE ADVANTAGE

when I'm at the low point, I hope my work from my high points will make me feel better, u no? ;w; cannot guarantee but >:C I will do my best every day, regardless.

today, my best is laundry and reorganizing my computer space!! yesterday, my best was wiping down the counters in the kitchen and cleaning the stovetop...the day before that it was getting out of bed to make myself a sandwich.

BASICALLY WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS THAT "DO YOUR BEST" VARIES EVERYDAY AND IT VARIES PERSON TO PERSON

so don't let Susan, who is learning four languages, working out, and cleaning her house every day that she's in quarantine make you think that your best isn't good enough because >:C i will come over there and pinch your perfect li'l cheeks >:C

you are the only one who gets to decide what your best is. SO IF YOUR BEST WAS WAKING UP THIS MORNING AND NOT CRYING OR PUTTING ON PANTS OR LETTING YOUR PUPPERINO OUTSIDE TO DO THEIR BIDNIS

be nice to yourself. :C i am seeing so many people who are being so mean to themselves because they're so stressed out. because in the midle of all this craziness, the stress is eating at them, and then comparing themselves to others...man, it's. :C it's such a bummer.

>:C you are perfect just the way you are, and i hope you continue doing your best and giving yourself a cookie every now and then!!

my name is Squish, and thanks for comin' to my Ted Talk. >:Cb

:C same fam. I think they all need to hear these words

:C my heart just breaks for them all. Anxiety and depression and stress is so real, and the way everything is right now exacerbates all the negativity.

:C ily framd. >:C lean on me if u ever need to, because i heckin' adore you!!!

>:C I AM OKAY FAMBO BUT THANK U ILUR FACE AND IF EVER I FEEL THE NEED I NO U ARE THERE 8C <3 same for u

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I love one (1) Squish.

I LOVE ONE (1) ECHO >:Cbbb

this is such a pure as shit plurk

y'all

>:C SAMMO UR A BEAUTIFUL BEAN AND ILY

HUSH THAT TALK but ilu too