i shut the blinds and my brain is like

brain: no see outside
brain: hear thunder
brain:
brain: we're gonna die

WE ARE NOT GONNA DIE >:C WE'LL BE FINE

HUGS YOU SO TIGHT

WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FINE AND WE HAVE PRECAUTIONARY MEASURES JUST IN CASE

MY HANDS ARE SHAKING AND I FEEL SICK LIKE........WHY IS THIS ALWAYS A THING

>:C /HUGS A GOOD SAMMO

LIKE....RAIN AND THUNDER ARE FINE BUT I JUST AM ALWAYS IN A STRONG 'THERE MIGHT BE A TORNADO' MOOD AND >8C HUFFS ANGRILY!!!!! THERE IS NOT!!!!

my heart is racing like

why

why

body, pls calm down

do you want a voice call? to try and talk things out or distract or??

I will probably start crying!!! So I am okay!! >:C BUT I APPRECIATE U FAM

best I can do now is keep an eye on it. the weather channel says that these are just storms-- not strong storms, not crazy tornado storms

CRYING IS OKAY I DON'T CARE

>:C FAM YOU ARE GOOD AND WONDERFUL AND ITS OJAY TO BE AFRAID AND EVEN TO CRY IF YOU GOTTA

>8C UR A BLESSED BEAN.....i will keep you posted...

leo doesn't like storms and is looking at me like "mam, but....but why" and I AM PROBABLY LOOKING BACK AT HIM WITH THE SAME EXPRESSION

:C it’s okay to be a mess sometimes and shut yourself up a lil but we love you very much and will be gee got you always

8C you were here for me this morning and now it is my turn

ty fam ;w; it's just raining now, which is good. better yet, they're saying that WE ARE DUE FOR AT LEAST A WEEK OF SUNSHINE WHICH IS S O R E L Y NEEDED

The sun’s out because it got jealous of your cute and sweet face >:C

God I feel you. Lightning and tornadoes give me such massive anxiety

hhhh....and this is what happens normally. rain. dark skies. wind. nothing else. nothiNG ELSE AND YET

like today! They said "There'll be storms all day and through the night, and then it'll clear up tomorrow afternoon."

and now they're saying "Eh....it'll be partly cloudy and there might be some thunderstorms later tonight >:C"

there was an 85% CHANCE OF THUNDERSTORMS RIGHT NOW

everything went down to like...the 20% and 30% >:C

i know there's not a foolproof way to predict the weather but NOTHING WILL CHANGE THE HATE I HAVE FOR METEOROLOGISTS BECAUSE MY ANXIETY DRIVEN BRAIN IS DEPENDING ON THEM FOR ACCURACY AND THEY ARE UNABLE TO GIVE IT TO ME