perhaps I should forget about myself, let go of the next personal dreams and goals, have much much lower expectation, and just focus on taking care of my surroundings, since being the same "me" as before may sacrifice the others. that might help to go back to "normal"
Perlu waktu utk bener2 menerima dan menemukan jalan yg baru. Pelan2, banyak2 tarik napas dalam2 tiap kali merasa mumet, relakan, dan gak usah terlalu ngotot utk menciptakan kondisi yg ideal. Gw jg masih berusaha, tp rasanya itu kuncinya. Pasti bisa