Hey. If folks could send good thoughts my way, one of my cousins who grew up with me is dying. Not COVID, he had an aneurysm.
And I am pretty sure I lost my job. Which... okay. I’ll survive, but. It’s been a bad week.
And I am pretty sure I lost my job. Which... okay. I’ll survive, but. It’s been a bad week.
I say pretty sure because J isn’t sure he’ll need a receptionist with the new restrictions, and I doubt I’ll be offered an apprenticeship any time soon now.
Anyway re my cousin, my uncle is taking it really hard; cousin has Downs Syndrome and Uncle took care of him his whole life, like 40 years or so. Cousin was/is his world.
Excuse me. Gotta go hug Son because I can’t hug you/him
Oh Evie, I’m sorry 
oof... sending all the good thoughts I've got 
D8
[hugs]
Now that I’ve told Alex - I just found out a friend of ours died on Saturday.
This week can go fuck itself.
errantwritings: thank you <3 and I’m sorry for not doing a CW in the top level, I realized this might be emotionally impactful for you in particular
ugh oh no ._.
This week is a fuck. I'm sorry about your job and your cousin, Evie, and I'm shook about our friend.
all my good thoughts, lovely
I'm so sorry.
My cousin passed away this morning.
I am so sorry
My condolences
I'm. Going to sell this week to the lowest bidder.
oh god, i'm so sorry. thinking of you.
oh boy what I definitely needed was a guilt trip that I'm not actually in any kind of condition or mood to go to marriage counseling, which I forgot about
because two people in my life fucking died
BUT i GUESS that's what we're going to make important right now
oh good that's helpful =/
blargh I'm sorry stuff's piling up on you so much
Oh god I'm sorry so many awful things are happening
I just went to counseling in my pajamas and a hoodie and made them both listen to me ugly cry, and I'm pretty sure they both regret expecting my presence.
I'm not okay, and I'm definitely not here for this bullshit from Mike.
fffffuuuck. yeah. you cant, really be doing this now. youre lower on the maslow hierarchy
jesus. christ. :/ :c that’s ridiculous, and i’m sorry.
Oh my god. I'm so sorry. 
the therapist doesn't regret it. that's what they are for. I'm so very sorry Evie. I wish I could be there to hug you or cook for you or something