因為某人的言行舉止而放下打校隊，放下一有練習就報名，放下和學校有關連的排球，我突然覺得心酸
練了多久，付出的所有努力，我自己心裡最清楚
但天馬那句

讓我真的真的很想再找教練，再找練習，再找回那個當初為了快樂而死也要打球的我

I really, really miss it. I miss the thrill, I miss the adrenaline, I miss the way the ball feels against my palms. Knowing an end will inevitably come really is all the more reason to start anew. And I pray I have enough courage to.