>: why are you going?

<3 I'm sorry.

seems a bit of an overreaction, if this is about what I think it is.

no offense intended.

tell that to my anxiety which has caused my fight or flight response to kick in

maybe talk to someone privately? that you trust

I would never tell you what to do, but maybe taking a break might be better?

Nightsail: have you heard the term fawning in terms of ptsd? That basically sums up my anxiety and how I react to people being upset with me

I absolutely have. but perhaps I'm missing something here....?

AMostAncientWanderer: honestly yeah it prob will be a break but

Nightsail: basically I just feel like I failed and made things worse so I'm deleting Plurk in 24 hours for awhile at the very least

what I've gathered is, you had good intentions in something you posted, but the reaction was not what you expected....

right, but deleting your Plurk seems disproportionate. I promise you, no one will even be fussed about it in an hour.

at worst, "mildly annoyed", maybe....

I've edited. I uh get very defensive and run away from anything connected to any sort of confrontation when I get anxious

/hugs/

/hugs also/

huuuugs

just popping in to say, I'm not upset with you. I'm not even annoyed with you.

and i hope the anxiety and panic ease soon

thanks

welcome