我真的好想要會英文嗚嗚嗚
單字量不足啊

啃完第一遍
金赫奎真的是個既浪漫又內斂的孩子

非常的富有情感

接下來來細化/整理

關於為什麼不太關心世界賽消息
I just want to improve my form to my best possible form.

If you brought any player in front of me, the hardest working player out there.

I could tell you, confidently, I work harder than that player.

That was how -- DESPERATE I was.

Well. When I first met Keria, I got the vibe he was similar to me. But ...

But as I spent time with him -- We have similarities, but we are also very different, in terms of the personality.

In which way?

Keria - He doesn't build grudge. He

He expresses stuff straight away.

2014{D.ver}Sometimes, I am full of anger and frustration and everyone can see this. But I don't talk about it.

I made things awkward for the people around me. I made things uneasy.
和K比較

I guess my biggest drive was to become better than Imp.

And Imp was trying SO hard, right. Seriously.

He would have stacks of Hot6 ... Can I make references to brands? He'd stack up energy drinks on his desk, and ...

That was Imp. And I had thought, even someone as good as Imp works THAT hard.

So I better work harder in order to catch up to that person.

That's how I first began, yeah.
努力只是基本功

Instead, I actually felt like I had a very long and tough period in my career before making it to worlds.

Then I went overseas for the first time. I met international players, who had high praises about my performance.

I got to chat with them ...

When I kept playing ... It felt like ... A new world, altogether.

I saw myself, watching them, in the audience below that stage. I looked so ... Insignificant.

So I left for to the teamhouse, to practice. I remember it.

I tell myself, I will never let myself be that insignificant again. That drives me to work hard once again.

I have two most memorable moments.

That 2014 moment was my most miserable moment.

And my happiest moment was, when ...

It was my very final days in China. I was at [2016 LPL Awards]. I received the MVP, got on the stage to say a speech.

I'm this foreigner, saying that I'm about to head back to my home country.

Yet, they related to my feelings. They showed their support for me. That was, so ...

It was ... Big for me. It rushed over me
阿駝，你真的很愛中國

Friends. There were many times when I felt envious at the idea of having many friends.

There are only a few people who truly know me for who I am, wholly. Me, when you take the professional gaming side out of the equation.

Is there a big difference between the player Deft an...
但你們仍是密不可分的，作為職業選手的你和生為普通人的你。
我喜歡你的全部。一切一切都好喜歡好喜歡
希望你可以想起在打職業前，你是金赫奎，不是Deft。

I was lucky. Lucky to have met so many great older brothers.

Of course, they weren't perfect, either.

But neither am I.

But I only try to take the good things from the people from the past.

The good things they did, I learn from. The bad things they did, I remember and try to avoid doing myself.

駝駝的感謝名單(?
這裡面我覺得最有意思的是 Hirai/Supreme今年投票的時候啊駝的一二名就是他們，幹好想知道他對去年的想法喔，去年的我！！！為甚麼不追LCK？？？？

因為累了，太痛了

Whenever I'm having a day of poor performance. Peopl...

I felt like I'd get tempted to it as an excuse. As I would ... What's the word ... Rationalize my poor performance.

I only want to be criticized for what I do in-game, wholly for that and that only.

兔玩拿到授權做了中字 大可以好好再看一次了
Deft专访：最开心的是在LPL拿到MVP奖的那... 来自兔玩游戏 - 微博

HideonHighlights: 嗚啊謝謝！原來有合作的

幹微博評論可以再噁一點，阿駝為什麼被黑成這樣。

不懂酸民的邏輯

底下評論真的噁心 一堆人連訪問都沒看就在酸好意思Zzzz