me, last night, in bed, half asleep:
Me:
me:
me: when was my last period??

it was

t was over a month ago

uwu intense vibration

bun and i have been more open and chatty about children and......

....m-man

I DEFINITELY DID THE FEARFUL THING AND WENT TO THE STORE TO BUY FOUR BOXES OF PREGNANCY TESTS

i have a box at home but people say to use multiple and I DIDN'T HAVE DIFFERENT ONES SO I JUST

AND MY PERIOD IS PRETTY IRREGULAR AND GENERALLY COMES AND GOES WITH STRESS BUT

ALL THINGS CONSIDERED I HAVEN'T BEEN....sTRESSED ENOUGH TO MISS A PERIOD??

when dad died i missed 2 periods and i thought i was going to actually kick the bucket bUT Y'ALL I'VE BEEN ON THE HECKIN MEND

MY GASTROINTESTINAL BOLOGNA HAS BEEN UNDER CONTROL. I SEE A THERAPIST EVERY WEEK???

BUN AND I HUG MORE??? idk. i just. hoo. breathes in

breathes out fire

I mean this year has been such bullshit that you might not even know you're stressed

because it's just become The Norm

uwu i am secretly stressed

i"M THE HULK. i'm just always stressed and my body is like "ye c':"

needless to say i am chugging water and.........just....existing

I WAS JUST GONNA MAKE THAT REFERENCE

LMAO kaiya uwu ur my precious sunbeam ily

ilu2 my darling Squish I think about you every day <3

Oooh jeez, yeah, I don't blame you for being freaked out there.

yeahwell, time for that TMI part bun and i are on and off again intimate. Not that we don't love each other!! Just that this year has been hectic.

but...we have been intimate recently and. so the Fear is with a capital F uwu

oof yeah

it's good that you've started talking about kids at least so that's on the table

but kids are best when they're planned

right?? i think it'll be ok, regardless. he's not going to leave or try to throw me out if i turn around and say "guess whaaaaat"

gently....sets head down....on desk.

it's okay!!! i think??? idk. i don't know anything. just soft. chonky. no think. uwu

ohhhhh my squish

it gonna be okay no matter what okay

you're loved from all the people that matter and you gonna get thru this and just m

;w; gonna...gonna be good. uwu gonna make it through. it'll be ok.

if it were to happen, I'm glad it's happening now. if it doesn't. then I don't have to share my food storage with a small alien uwu

among us uterus
amongerus

update...two tests came back as a no. uwub no aliens.

whew

Thank goodness.