so i've been feelin' mad guilty because i am just...not braining enough to be extremely busy all day. I clean and do chores and just can't get past that. and I love to write but I hate when my brain creeps in like "hey..................u suck"

>8C so...I'm going to satisfy my desire to write and design by making a game. By designing a dreamwidth RPG.

uwu it may or may not take off and I am legit in it a few days so IT'S JUST A LITTLE BABY but....we're here. we're listening.

yes hi hello I am here for this

i don't intend on making this a big deal, and more than likely i'll splurge more information when I have more information but I made the journals and the communities this morning, after spending the last two days journaling about it uwu

OH WELL UH I MEAN

SCREMS INTO THE VOID

uwu i am Anxiety.....BUT LEGIT I LOVED DESIGNING VATHEON what a trip that was.

I didn't stick around long enough to see it through to the end but man...it was unreal.

i'm trying to get photoshop back on my computer so I can craft Roxy some icons to fill the six billion slots she has available so I can look at designing icons, crafting NPCs, building maps...

AND I.....M-MAN I FEEL BAD ABOUT THIS but please believe me when i say i am not glad of any ill will in MoM with everything happening but

it really just puts a lot of things in perspective. uwu i may pop in with questions and requesting opinions at some point.

/BODYSLAMS IN HERE

but....uwu

without letting too much out of the bag....because the bag is full of trash and I am a trash gremlin....it is set in a dense forest. thicc. much tree. such sunbeams.

i would probably draw on a lot of inspiration from LA because MAN Y'ALL JUST DID IT SO RIGHT AND I AM FOREVER JUST....WEEPS AT THE INCREDIBLE MOD TEAM AND AT THE GAME

it wouldn't be the same because I know what they did involved a TON of work and upkeep- I don't know how large of a mod team I would need or what exactly it would be, but it'd be....simple.

IDK IT'S STILL A WORK IN PROGRESS AND MY NOTES ARE MESSY but...S

i'm trying to explain it. i'm failing. my stage fright. please hold.

you're explaining it great right now okay it's in a baby stage you don't have to burst it out with footnotes right out the bat

it is okay to be a test babble space

>:C IT WOULD BE RELATED IN SOME WAY SHAPE OR FORM TO ROBIN HOOD. it would have talking animals. it would have mystical forces. it would be a dense, thick forest canopy that blocks out most of the sun. it would have tiny mushrooms along the pathway that light up.

it would be accessible to people with and without powers. it would not be a horror game, but it would have events that could be good or horrible depending on feedback...

meaning, for example, you could come in as Bakugo or Ochako. Ochako couldn't float out of the forest. Bakugo would probably be sent to gay baby jail for trying to blow up the trees. And have to do community service or something. >:C just as an example.

Ammy could be app'd for. Animals could be app'd in. There would be these special mirrors that characters would have some reason to jump into. Perhaps they're the only ones that could get in and get something, and then return. uwu magic. foggy.

idk. i don't expect anyone to oblige me uwu truthfully. I promised myself I would write more because it makes me happy. Even if it's just setting games up for other people to enjoy them in the future >:C

it makes me sad that players are being forced into something over at another community. :C honestly. The joy I found in making and modding (briefly) Vatheon was in giving players and characters the opportunities to explore, and just changing the color of the water-- not boiling it. you know?

I LOVE when you can find a loose end and tie it to something else, but accepting that other people may or may not find the same sort of joy out of your ideas is important, too. Someone wanting to do their own thing doesn't make you any less of a person, or a moderator, or even a mini mod.

it just means that people have different reasons for wanting to come together. People are inspired by different things. uwu i loved a good dosage of drama...but I also loved when we could plot something on the side, and get some AMAZING character development.

That sounds cool, I hope you have fun. : D

;w; thank you!! Like I said...it's a work in progress. uwu if I get it up and running with the time I have, and maybe find someone to help me out, I might put up a TDM and see how that does. But right now, I don't really have a timeline. C:

>:C this sounds so hecking good fam omg

Ooooo