YES. a feelings. a feelings kind of day. i just live here. everything is simultaneously okay and not okay

but i have eaten and so it is on the better side of okay (question mark) (tm)

i watched a playthrough of celeste this morning and it actually ripped into my heart and used my heart strings as a sick banjo

i have lots rotating through my head always, but i just want you to know that if you're reading this then i adore you. and i hope you're having a lovely day.

got to mano a mano it with sweetest kaiya and my metaphor for my extremely fragile mental state is layers. like an onion. and while we had a very serious discussion i kept saying it like i was going to make myself laugh and i didn't but i was hoping.

pillowtalkative you're the best and I love you very much.

I love you too sweetie, hope you start feeling more okay soon

i decided to go to the store to get some travel-sized shopping out of the way so I did. i also bought myself a little peely face mask and

have plans of taking a shower and playing monster prom and telling my brain that we have done enough thinky, emotion-y, damage-y damage today. so it is time for blankies.