I need to sit down and figure out where I am and what to do, because I'm doing that thing where I deal with stuff by avoiding it as much as possible and that. doesn't help!
I can't do that right now because I'm in the middle of work, and I need to accomplish some schoolwork goals tonight because I'm in the runup to semester end (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA), but I'm going to try to sit down and do that soon.