[TLV] mostly for my own benefit, but also FYI incase: Lawrence is in at least 2 threads where he's like: something that is programmed can't be blamed for doing what it is programmed to do.
And he's juuuuuust on the edge of: does that mean the other hosts who were shitty and or racist to me? Do I have to forgive them? But I'm me. Is that them too? Does Craddock count? Was he awake?
On the edge. Not quite there. But important.
Nowhere near forgiving himself for anything unfortunately
So close. To A Realization.
lawrence.. 
ooh