you know when like

ur brain goes

why bother eating you don't deserve it

and then you don't eat for like twenty-four hours

and then when you finally get up cause you have to feed the cats cause they don't deserve to deal with this bullshit even if you feel like you do

ur like

ooh why am i woozy

and you just kinda eat brekfast

cuase its just part of your morning routine

so you migth as well or something

signs that at least you're not in the "lie in bed forever and hope you inexpliably disappear" stage

now i'm in the sit in the dark and consider buying a pikachu stage

i know this feeling

i hope though that having the cats to take care of helps a little!!

know that there are people here who care about you and want you to take care of yourself, too!

blehg

blehg is fine! just know that it's true!

k