ive been on my new meds for almost a month and god the difference is literally night and day

im so much happier, i'm not scared of my own shadow anymore, i'm not scared of interacting with others bc i feel like theyre out to get me no matter what, i'm starting to feel interested in doing hobbies again, im starting to eat more. im getting better sleep, i'm not awake until 8 am anymore, i dont feel like everyone would be better w/o me its just

amazing to feel a little bit normal again

last time i felt this was 2018

i'm really glad i figured out the actual issues behind my mh were caused by bpd bc its been amazingly helpful for recovery and working towards bettering myself

im just happy.. i feel hopeful for the future for once in my adult life

awww, I'm so glad for you, that's wonderful!!

ty