when i was with my ex, i weighed 260 and barely could get under that but now that its been a while since ive distanced myself from them, im at 217 and im just...that kind of is telling to me hahah

my mh has been getting a lot better too bc i took the time to do more in depth research abt myself and ppl with similarities and im now properly medicated and idk!! im excited to be healthy for once

im working on myself a lot before my next relationship and i hope i find someone who loves me as much as i love them so i dont gain 50 pounds back lmao