i think I'm gonna just sit and wait and not force any apps bc I've really just been feeling like I can't rp anymore and I'm hoping it'll go away w time

but it really fucking sucks. I've been rping since I was 14 and it sucks that other people have to ruin something I've enjoyed for so long... but its just hard now and I hate it. I barely even touch my laptop as it is

im just sad. and im tired of being sad

I want to make friends and have fun but I can't

be kind to yourself. no one wants you to do something that doesn't feel right.

I think its just hard because I don't want to disappoint anyone either

and its disappointing myself too but I just can't get myself to rp so its a sign to wait I guess

im just tired as hell of being broken mentally I can't even do fun things anymore

no one is disappointed. your health and happiness will always come first.

thank you...

Seconding Chris, take care of yourself first and foremost.