Grief councling, yaaay.

Among other things.

mental health is important

grief is hard... counseling is not terrible

The stubborn side of my disagrees. But you're not wrong.

A lot of deep wounds have sort of been uncovered in conversations with sister and aunt lately though that just... It's rough right now.

yeah... I can imagine

:: gives tea and soft blankets and support:: You are not alone. We're here if you need us.

I have kind of drifted away from plurl

like to check in to say hi once in a while

Its mostly childhood trauma, "oh hey I was actually neglected." stuff.

My dad was still present. he was still supportive, but they had issues, my parents.

::leaves tea:: I need to head to bed, but you can PP any time if you need to.

You sound like you have clarity and understandment of your situation. If you take therapy or not, know that it's out of your strength and own free will, that there is no shame in it.

kopperhed: The trouble is with actually changing behavior.

I've always resisted it.

Same here. I can probably use some, but I won't go

These days you dont have to go anywhere. You just have to listnen to the guy.

And I KNOW what my problems are..

Its just... acting upon it and fixing them that I can't seem to motivate myself to do.

Motivation and accepting the help are two separate things, of course.

Yeah