and I passed out and while i was unconscious the supposed friends apparently just stepped over my body and made other plans to do something else without me and i woke up not realizing there was anything wrong with me and started getting ready only to realize it was hours later.

oh god what a fucking nightmare

And then I checked the group discord chat and saw all this chatter about the new plans and no one even missed me so i left the group chat and woke up crying. So. That’s how my depression and mental health are subconsciously presenting themselves this morning. How is everyone else?

pondicusrex: right? Brain has not caught on to the fact that it was a dream yet so.

im so sorry bb

me too. Gonna get up, get some food and vitamins in me and try to clear the cobwebs