YOU BRILLIANT ASSHOLE I WILL FLAIL MORE HRE LATER BUT I AM DYING AND YOU HAVE KILLD ME and i am fucking floored, absolutely fucking

like

just???

it's perfect

ll of it is fucking perfect and beautiful and i cannot fucking make words; .;.

;.;

the most important thing

fuck off 34

FUCK OFF 34 GET LOST ;.;.;.;.

you hav so many arts i love and this continues to be a goddamn favorite and now even more important thank you ;.;.;

i just i JUST going to shout so much more when i find brain again but god god damnit damnit DAMNIT FUCK ;.;.;

;.;.;

Secret time, I forgot to include that drawing in with the junk journal. I was going to throw it out

and then

had that IDEA

most fun i've had with bones and rocks in a while

THAT IS SO

FUCKING COOL

that box alone murdered me ;.;
100% spent time between waking and work poking at everything just !!!!!!!!!!!!
TEETH AND BONES AND STONES AND GLASS
deep purple glitter stone ;.;

literally every part of the gift i just?

please know that Holly is in my brain like

VIBRATING with the need to inspect everything in that box

how awesome ;;w;;

ahhhh ;.;;.

the arsenic?? the mirror???

THE WRAPPING ON THE LID

YEAH THE ARSENIC CASE I?!???!

AND THE MIRROR IS SO PERFECT

everything about it is so perfect i just???

and the journals?? I KEEP TRYING TO SAY HOW PERFECT BUT MY WORDS FAIL

just holy shitt

going to take pics later but

RIN’S JOURNAL I GET SO FUCKING EMOTIONAL JUST LOOKING AT IT

GhrelinGremlin: aaHHH I AM GLAD YOU LIKE IT TOO???

I am just

It was super fun to make a Rin Box to go with Rin junk journal

A+ use of my time

hnngg GOD THAT IS IS GORGEOUS

PERFETTO

no one needs to know why I happened to have so many bones.

or teeth.

because you are wonderful ;.;;.

^ me pushing you into the swamp 😌

STILL FUCKED ABOUT THESE AND EVERYTHING BUT I HAPPEN TO HAVE TAKEN PICTURES OF THESE

That first quote's fucked me up

also the urgent paw print ;.;.;

i’m fucking serious every details is just hits it HITS i will be dying all year in fact ;.;; gonna need sen to carry me ;.;

I LOVE THAT QUOTE SO MUCH AND USED THERE AT THE JOURNAL’S END IT IS PERFECTION EVEN MORE

GhrelinGremlin: It is from Einturzende Neubauten's "Youme & Meyou"

which is a v nice song

(the second quote is from Spoon River Anthology by Edgar Lee Masters which seemed an appropriate poetry anthology to tear up for Rin and Sen junk journals.)

(100% finally putting spoon river anthology in the top tier of my to read list because between that and the one in rin’s i am already gone hh)

and pls i cannot with you ending on that quote I CANNOT love that album love that song love that line plus pb ref plus just fucking gorgeous plus a whole context created for the line im so mad forever ;.;.;

;.;.;.
with playlist in the background ;;.;.

there were so many stickers

special stickers

not special stickers

a bowl of noodles

i love all of the stickers ;.;.

I AM SO EXCITE TO USE THEMM

Omg

:3 :3 :3

tbh