Ever since I got COVID the way I dream has changed. It's not every night, but it's frequent. I am not involved in the dream at all: it's like I'm watching TV. But it's always something that doesn't exist. Like last night I dreamt there was an MCU movie I had missed that was a team up between Captain America and Loki.
It was sort of like the bastard child of Dark World and Ragnorok, but Steve was there. And it was the perfect reluctant team up of convenience, but eventual mutual understanding
And I always wake up from these dreams so pissed because I really like the movie (or episode TV, or on rare occasions fanfic), BUT IT DOESNT EXIST AND WILL NEVER EXIST.
And in the dream everything is detailed and clear but I can never remember enough after waking up to do anything like at least make a fic of it.
I mean, I would watch/write that XD
(but that does sound frustrating!!)
One time it was a totally original universe with all original characters like it was just waiting for me to make it a novel or screenplay but I woke up with the barest fucking memory that it was like an action adventure thing with a monster romance element like no shit that's my jam.
ITS SO FRUSTRATING THE CAP n LOKI MOVIE WAS SO GOOD ALL I WANNA DO IS WATVH IT AGAIN AND SEE FANSTUFF PEOPLE MADE OF IT BUT ITS NOT REAL!!!!
Like I loved Loki trying to get one over on Cap because he thinks Steve is like all the impressions he does of Steve but Steve is smart and was one step ahead of him
But then also Steve listened to and understood him although I can't remember what they talked about.
that sounds p amazing ;;
on both counts! waking up from dreams and wanting to write them but only remembering a little bit is the woooorst
lol i mean steve did visit loki's memory of dark world so we got very close
loki didn't really get a chance to pull anything though given he was caught trying to tease thor about having a crush on steve
I mean I'm a lesbian and I have a crush on Steve so
Thor: also a lesbian?
the only logical conclusion
god if the tv show doesn't give us at least one girl thor i'm gonna be sad