A close friend made me feel really bad about cancelling plans we had on Tuesday, and I’m just torturing myself about it relentlessly

We were going to go to a soft play (her little boy is a day younger than Erin) but she invited a friend of hers without asking me and my anxiety went FUCKING MENTAL

So I spent 3 days working myself up into a panic and then cancelled Tuesday morning, explained really honestly what happened and took responsibility and apologised. And she was like “you should have said” and that was it.

I told her a week and a half ago that I was having a hard time and really struggling with my mental health at the moment. I told her Tuesday that I’m feeling really awful. She hasn’t asked how I’m doing at any point. I’m a bit mad about it lol

But she’s in the middle of selling/moving house at the moment and recently got a new job, I know she has a lot going on and I’m not taking it personally, I just feel a bit.. forgotten

I’m so sorry

Gidge: aw thank you ❤️ I’m totally willing to be told to suck it up and stop being such a whiny drama Queen, I can absolutely take it

I think it’s okay to let it out girl