Thought of dad, an impulse to call him.
Lead to watching memorial video and ugly crying.
Resulted in snot bubble.
Which caused Brain to switch from cry to laughter and it felt like dad flipped a switch in my brain.
I miss him but sometimes its like hes still here in spirit
Lead to watching memorial video and ugly crying.
Resulted in snot bubble.
Which caused Brain to switch from cry to laughter and it felt like dad flipped a switch in my brain.
I miss him but sometimes its like hes still here in spirit
Finding those moments where it feels like that helps a lot.
It still hurts.
aunt says the reason you feel the way you do is that your love has nowhere to go.
Honestly my sister's got a little PSTD since ithappened, which sucks.
It was a traumatic death.
There was blood, and they didn't know how bad it was, he was gonna get his lungs drained the following monday.
They didn't know how bad it was because he always had a positive attitude.
I just feel for my sister, but she's managing.
It probably helps to have alot of things to keep her busy.
Buttercup and Wesley had kids.
It will keep hurting. I can't say otherwise. But that pain is proof of love. And when you can balance it with happy memories, that helps. As does time.
cute kids
There are ducks, turkeys and guinea fowl too.
I know it'll hurt for a while. And Its funny I recognize all the traits I take after him more than ever.
He could talk your ears off, and I'm pretty much the same way.
that does sound a bit like something to indicate he was helping you... they say that thinking about them brings them near, if you believe that sort of thing
IIn some ways, maybe.