I need someone to tell me I’m not crazy

Because I just went to Safeway and picked out a microwave meal from their deli area, and got all the way to checkout with it and then saw bugs in it

And I told the girl at the register I didn’t want it bc it has fucking bugs in it

And she laughed at me

And now I’m panicking thinking I might have hallucinated them even though I’ve never done that before

I've 100% seen bugs in food before

You are not crazy

But what if I’m so stressed my sanity just splintered and now I’m seeing shit that isnt there

and that was fucking rude of her to laugh what the fuck

I’ve been trying to find someone to talk to for half an hour but it’s not an opportune time for anyone so I’m really just

My therapist isn’t available, she’s got sessions all through to 6

I feel really stupid for worrying about this but also not 100% sure they were really there

GhrelinGremlin: thank you, that helps to hear

You're not stupid, that's a scary thing to happen

the more I think about it the more I think even if I had been imagining them, laughing at me was totally inappropriate

yeah I... yeah

a nervous giggle is one thing but you don't make fun of people for hallucinating

much less for spotting bugs in your food

nah this was a barely adult laughing the way barely adults laugh at people they think are being ridiculous

Mean Girls (TM)

going to grocery stores is already a Stressor for me for a lot of reasons, nevermind the labor shortages and shipping issues and bare shelves being kind terrifying

yeah way not ok

I just need to suck it up and drive to the Clean grocery store across town from now on

hugs

thank you guys