Between hormones, cut grass, barometric pressure, and some crying jags, my sinuses are about to pack up and leave me.

WHY are they MOWING

This is nonsense.

I will NEVER understand people mowing in bad weather. Like. IT MAKES NO SENSE. /Slides u a tea for your head

I don’t get it at all. It’s such a waste of HOA dues? (I have. A lot of issues. With HOAs. But it’s not possible to find a house here without one.) They now the lawns here twice a week rain or shine and it’s just kind of obscene?

And I am meanwhile about to pick myself up and go out for tea - and to meet with my new powerlifting coach ;.; maybe get back to being competitive again. Fingers crossed.

Cautiously optimistic about this one; she’s also neurodivergent, where my last one was neurotypical and tended not to understand me when I said making video recordings of my lifts was super uncomfortable for me. I get why she needed them and would try to do about one a week --

But she wanted me to record EVERY lift

And also she was pushing me so hard I wasn’t able to walk the following day.

Which isn’t normal. :/

It got so bad that by the end of our time together I was crying during every workout.

She also was my nutritionist, and when I stopped eating, she told my husband she was okay with it because I had “calories to spare.”

Basically the good ol youre anorexic but it’s okay because you’re fat.

I terminated our sessions when I learned that.

Trainer seems nice. Going to try a few weekly sessions with her for the next month or so, and she wants me doing two more days weekly besides. OFC my legs feel like jello already.

wow, screw that person

glad the new one is better

yeah, she's going to be tough on me but also heard me about what I 100% wasn't going to do because I just. Can't make myself do it.

tough is one thing, callous is another

some people need to learn the difference