and like, no, i don't have to, but i keep not doing it and going to bed and feeling all regretti spaghetti and LIFE IS HARD.
this whole week has been just me like dragging myself forward with one hand tbh
be kind you urself

tags can always wait
THANK YOU but no this is more of an I'M MAKIN MYSELF DO IT GUYS post
i am in fact tossing out a couple of Ristags
she wants these delusions Gone thank you
She’ll acknowledge that people have a point re: how to dispose of them safely, she’s the one who pointed that out in the first place, but the “eh let the priestess decide” option is a hard No from her
that doesn’t seem like the route the group as a whole would take so it’s fine for now but if it DID go that way I’d have to be like “ok so how do I stop my character from shanking a plot NPC”
IM SORRY HER WILLINGNESS TO DEAL WITH SOMEONE WILLING TO BASICALLY EXPERIMENT ON AN ENTIRE ARMY IS IN THE NEGATIVES
BEST TO JUST BE RID OF THE EVIL BEFORE IT GETS WORSE
Kokomi hasn't experimented on anyone!!
No, but if she decided to use the delusions that would be akin to it for Ris
oh yeah if kokomi were to make that choice even knowing the risks lutha would be like?? dude
maybe don't kill the leader of the island but..... the spirit is valid nods
jun's not in favor of using them personally but also, he'd get it.
“She a little confused, but she got the spirit” - Lutha at Ris, probably
these people are trying to fight against a god and her army to protect their home and way of life. they probably don't have the luxury of relying on only safe options
tbh Ris’ feelings on them being unsafe are “well THAT’S obvious,” her anger is more that it was never made explicitly clear to anyone what they are or what they do
and in her mind that’s no different than just tossing people on the operating table and seeing what happens
so anyone who would willingly use these things on an army, without telling them what it will do, deserves a shanking! Ris logic.
That feels like solid logic to me
yeah tbh Jun is very much for the idea that anyone who even thinks of using one of these things should know the risks
he's just also of the logic of "destroying these without talking to the locals here is just us deciding what's best for them. And why the eff are we liberating these people from their gods if we don't trust them to make any important decisions like this"
See, that's where Ris is just kind of [shrug]
listen she was asked to liberate these people from their gods, not care about what happens to them afterward
they can figure their shit out just like she's had to!

!!
i mean lbr that's like the mind process of half the group
personal reasons for doing this and when asked about the locals
it's interesting because i play rean who is ALL ABOUT other people's feelings
and then also ris who barely understands her own, FUCK anyone else's
it's quite the whiplash yeah sdfklsdjkfdfs
Rean: We need to think very carefully about what we do with Celestia, I don't want to hurt anyone god or man
Ris: What if we just stabbed Celestia?
what if we just stabbed Celestia
yeah meanwhile Elliot would prefer to do the right thing and help people! But I think he fully recognizes all this shit is way above his pay grade so he's like....yeah ok I'll try to help out as I can but lbr my main job is to make sure Rean and Crow are a-okay
they can't be trusted to look after THEMSELVES
and if that means stabbing Celestia well ok then??? let's do it???
ris is the wrong person to pat for tid, she's a washing board...
tid is something- ah, you beat me to the joke
i need to dig a hole and jump in it now
IT MADE ME LAUGH DON'T WORRY