2 - What is their love language
This one's actually very easy for Shin bc it came up with that elevator thread but if he likes you then he wants to do things with you, like he'll bring you gifts for sharing.... especially food
he likes working on some project together and he likes just hanging out chilling
*helena thread not elevator thread sorry
his energy isn't high, he'll have a tendency to duck out after a while unless it's like a relaxing style thing, but it's there
he's very much a cat in this respect
8 - List five to ten songs that remind you of them
oh god can i even think of that many.... i have two for sure at least
and finally I just really love this mashup of his theme with midori's
i lied one more. it's less fitting but still
9 - How does your muse handle emotions? what does it take to get your muse to cry? what are they like when they’re angry?
shin's usual response to emotions is to try and plaster on a smile and keep it inside
partly due to midori, also due to retail.... but internally he's usually very not a cool cucumber and that can slip through the gaps
7, 13, 38, 47, 49
anyway what does it take for him to cry... i think he's the sort to naturally tear up and cry in response to physical and emotional pain, he doesn't like it
i'm sad that the tears welling up sprite doesn't show up on dreamwidth well but when you see this
or something like it there is a fifty percent chance he's crying a lil
and sort of doing that thing where you try to suck it back into your eyeballs and blink it away
he was def crying when komaeda had him pinned and when he got shot in the narumin mission
as for getting angry... take your pick between a cold glare, yelling while doing the distressed jazz hands, and him grabbing at his beanie with both hands
i've gone into detail about him getting angry in another questions plurk, but the tl;dr is that it's usually a frustrated outburst or something simmering.... he doesn't get physical and it drains fast for him
30 - what are some trinkets your muse has?
shin's the sort to get attached to items - he still holds midori's scarf for comfort and wears his comfy purple jacket whenever it's not in the wash, u can embarrass him about wearing the same clothes all the time but.... they're soft and warm
he has a mysterious key around his neck, which like, no idea what that's for or even if it's just decorative. i'm wondering if it made it into yogen... i think probably with the rest of that clothes set. naturally, it really is decorative here
and of them fairly reliably has the knife, the lantern, the laser pointer and the lighter on him when he's out and about
...i should have him put the keychain on his key im a genius
also amity's the one who suggested the monsters nearby song, i should say
18 - What are some vocal headcanons you have? do they have a stutter? a vocal tic? do they stumble over their words or use a lot of ‘uh’s and ‘um’s? do they have a word they like to say a lot?
Some of it's headcanon, some of it's canon, he has his little 'ahaha' laugh he does, and he does have a stutter that usually appears when he's taken off guard or backpedalling in some fashion.
his speech doesn't have much ums or uhs in it, i think, mostly at the start of sentences to make a point, like along the lines of 'Uh, you know that's not true right?' or 'Err, not really' that sort of thing
he'll sometimes go '...' and be thinking, his speech generally does have the vibe of like, someone planning out what they say or even playing a role, sometimes
he'll do a lot with tone, like he'll say something he actually means but say it sarcastically to hide it, he'll say something polite but in a way that isn't polite at all, he'll say something pointed in a way meant to carry a secondary message, he'll say something with a tone clearly at odds with how he actually feels, he'll try to pitch his voice gentle
he'll also tend to like, append his sentences a bit, with stuff like 'though, isn't it?, right?, i wonder...'
a word he likes to say a lot.... not off the top of my head honestly sorry
oh! and sometimes as part of the midori mimicry he'll draw out a word, though not so much these days
24 - What’s their handwriting like? is it easy to read or messy?
I think he has some fairly neat handwriting, like it's legible, getting a little more scribbly if he's in a hurry. he's a bit of a neat, detail oriented person in general, although it's not outright calligraphic
i'm wondering if it used to be more rounded and cute and he sanded off that part of himself like so many other things, which would be a shame
it's probably also on the small side bc i headcanon he's shortsighted so small text close up is easily readable to him
34 - Do they sleep in normal clothes or pajamas? To what degree are they clothed?
fully believe sometimes after coming home from nightshift shin would just faceplant in his bed fully clothed and zzzzzz
otherwise i think he would have pyjamas.... nice comfy ones bc of course
he runs more cold than warm so unless it's the absolute most sweltering night in existence that's him happy
in yogen he uh. doesn't have pyjamas so he just sleeps in his clothes im crying
just gets up a little early so he can shower and change before class and hopefully NOBODY TURNS ON THE SINK, SARA
if he suspects someone, naming no names, is going to pull that, then he'll go to the pool and use the showers there instead
it's not always sara, but she's the one who's admitting doing it..... one day he'll find out who the rest of you are
7 - Do they keep momentos from their youth/still have one?
the answer is.... yeah :'''' ) it's always around his neck, esp after how it got duplicated by yogen
despite everything, midori's scarf is still a comfort object... shin himself is a little unclear on when he started wearing it or why (thanks memory tampering and trauma), but speculates at some point in game that it was bc he was lonely
from his ai he seems to have worn a blue scarf before that
given that uh. midori seems to like grabbing people by the neck, i kind of hope that wasn't why he started wearing scarfs and it was just bc warm and comf
otherwise in yogen he has his jacket, which seems to have been also from around that time, but that's less a memento and more it's warm and he likes it
he also has his cute cat plush that meows when you press it's stomach from those days
i feel like shin's the sort who's like. oh i'm getting to old for these (shin you're 21 your insecurities), i need to throw them out, but then can't bring himself to do it
so he just... keeps them... like i said he gets attached to objects that have or had meaning to him
13 - What is a fear they won’t admit to anyone?
hard mode bc he doesn't like admitting his fears and dislikes in general in case they're used against him
though funnily enough not that he's afraid of dying bc that's something everyone has, right?
i think he was afraid of not amounting to anything... of his life just not going anywhere... of never becoming the kind of person he wanted to be
death game kind of took that and went 'ohohoh you have other priorities now buddy'
and now there's still some of that... but i think his biggest fear right now is failing the people he's gotten attached to here the way he almost and in some ways did fail kanna
this theme features in his nightmares prominently
38 - What is their body language like when sleepy?
i think in a word 'muzzy', depending on like, how sleepy he is and the environment, blinking and head dipping, yawning, etc
hunched over staring at a screen like 'i don't need sleep kanna i need answers'
i think if he's woken up (or rousing from unconsciousness rip) he's like. a little slow and '???' until all of his brain comes back online
exception to any of this if it's a situation that's mainlining adrenalin into his veins bc then it's like im fine im awake im awake i'm not operating on four hours of sleep aaaaaaaaaaaa
47 - How does your muse handle a nightmare? do they go tell someone? ask to sleep with someone? stay awake? go back to sleep?
the canon answer is that someone shakes him awake in concern and he does that waking up '??? oh im not in nightmare im in room that's kanna' booting up and then he tries to reinforce his hold on her bc the dream shook up the little sparkly jar of his paranoia
and otherwise picks up where he left off
so... no, he does not go tell someone or ask to sleep with someone.... tries to brush it off
he's used to like. living alone in his apartment and thereby just trying to deal with it alone and also it's hard for him to seek comfort bc of his insecurities
until recently even in yogen he'd just try to 'ride it out'.... try to go back to sleep and if that failed just... get up and do something like explore the school or work on homework and pay for it with falling asleep in class the next day
helena suggested the idea of writing down his nightmares and destroying them, and that's been working pretty well in giving him enough catharsis to get back to sleep easier
and also inadvertently a way of processing things in a way that isn't grabbing the nearest person like 'don't betray me'
he likes to write them in the room's red ink, just like his notes, and then burn them with the blue lighter
occasionally after a nightmare he'll just briefly look down from the top bunk to see if sara's still there and fine, which makes him asking what ranger's deal is with checking in on him doubly ironic
sometimes if they both can't sleep they'll study in the dorm
i don't know if shin's consciously realised the extent of it, but he does sleep better if another person's nearby, even if better is 'at all'
49 - Does your muse know how to cook? are they good or bad?
I need to move Shin a little in the yogen meme of this honestly
he was a cup ramen kind of guy but cooking with nene he's been improving... even getting confident enough to try for the competition
he is now Really Good at soups and fairly good at some other stuff and probably not going to cause a cooking disaster until he tries to grill something
or like, make an ice cream sundae
6 - Do they believe in ghosts? What is their opinion on the supernatural?
if you'd asked him before yogen he'd have scoffed a little I think
ghosts are just people getting fooled by perfectly ordinary things, etc etc
and yet, still getting spooked by things himself
wrt the supernatural in general same thing... it's interesting in light of his mindset which does tend to the ritualistic... i keep bringing it up but taking the name sou hiyori like a protective shield really is the most specific example of this
in yogen... well it's pretty clear ghosts and magic exist.... magic intrigues him a lot but he also has a healthy respect for it after the pool lava... and the soul ripping circle... and noah tearing up the lawn... and lucifer exploding a door...
it's terrifying and he has no good defense against it and that... probably is in part contributing to him wanting to learn as much as the 'wow magic cool factor'
also, he thinks clamor is a much powerful wizard than he is and that's very funny to me
24 i've already done... lessee...
45 - What is your muses opinion on glitter?
sdfgfddf i have to think now if he's ever encountered it... i think he'd get very sick of finding glitter everywhere very fast
apart from that it might be along the lines of 'isn't glittery stuff for girls?' i'm sorry about him
mostly i think he has no strong feelings on it up until said aforementioned finding it weeks later happens
then it's low grade dislike forever
shin finding glitter in the fridge like
is it even the edible kind?
...it's not the edible kind