my bad lettuce i forgot to read
it iiiis
it's also a somewhat ominous cabbage for Reasons
hehehehe
there is he!
i'm very excited, it's the first new nankidai tweet in a while
the people are starviiing
i'm crying
:''' ) he's come so far from 'hey mind if we shut you down for a bit
it's honestly interesting to realise his chardev bc i think if that shooting thread happened now he'd stick more of his oar in : thinking :
also sfdgfhg not reminding ori that they have bisque
thinkin had it happened now
i would have let sara kill him dead like how dito almost got him
me @ annie in disc: the luck dont work just snipe him like u sniped shin
sfdgffdgffdgf the swap of motive and ability.....
god. second person died to lack of sara gun safety....
as a result, the following things have been deemed true about Moon 1:
- the area directly in front of the door looks a bit like a murder scene with not-quite-fully-scrubbed-out red splattered about up until it hits the doorway and is cut off in a sharp line
- sometimes the door will be open and you can see shin and sara throwing crayons at it
so be careful walking in without looking
- finally taking red writing out of the room erases it so rip shin's notes if you try it
it really is... i love these two doing dumb stuff
- also if you get covered in paint etc while in there, don't worry, walking through the door makes it come off
sara and shin will one day break this barrier
by throwing enough red pens
then we can replicate it with the one around the school
sees riku: guy??
sees riku with pizza: PIZZA GUY?????
shin -->frozone im crying he's just taking one look at herlock and going 'not today'
shin --> food wars who will win, shin's commitment to not using the network, or someone being Wrong on the Internet?
NOT SARA THE KOMAEDALING WANTER PC FROM LAST NIGHT she got both of them
the twelve days of pizza-mass
bit of a late heads up but today i am moving and carrying böx so no tags today probably
they can kick up their feet and chill
a hard days work of grading papers, taking names, and taking l(uck)s
dsfdgfgfdgfhgdg exactly
also throwing pencils
i bet wherever it's rolled it's gonna cause problems later
cant wait to find out which classroom's teacher is in the hospital with a broken neck
and then komaeda and shin acquire their students and payraise
:' ) and papers to also grade
is this the fabled komaeda becomes principal ending
HELP UR RIGHT mysteriously add class rank to our numbers!!! we gotta achieve it i want shin as vice principal
im crying how did he end up here (nepotism)
i like our vice principal tho she's doing Her Best
second moving day but eyes emoji at everything going on
thinking about how much the deaths will fuck shin up he got emotionally attached to his students and tried to help them succeed
guess we know what he'd be like as a floormaster :' )
his brain IS going to make the connection to recent revelations despite them in actuality being tenuous bc that's how it torments him
but it's also kind of going to increase his 'fuck this school' levels significantly, where they've been previously simmering at a baseline
ohhhh shin honey
stuff like this makes rokkuns idea sound so nice if he wasnt insane
me just lying face down on the floor bc now i have to think about if shin would mercy kill or just walk out and honestly it's probably the latter
he can't do it
komaeda the guy who does things even if the people will hate him for it but we can unionize
only without shin's knowledge because shin sees him as the sort to play with his food thanks to midori associations
NOOOO UR RIGHT HE WOULD SEE KOMAEDA LIKE THAT but playing w food is more junkos style even tho komaeda can probably do p good torture, u learn when ur in a world where kids kill adults bc they hate them u learn FASCINATING things
SHIN STARTING THE UNIONIZE his mastermind era
i think w/o shins knowledge is so cute bc i think komaeda would let him know he'd do it bc its like ? does shin not want to face the reality of it or will he blame himself like no need bc if komaedas doing it....
SHIN I'M CRYING honestly i agree w/ him
fdgfhgdfh HIS MASTERMIND ERA
we have to kill them but we can fake their deaths
we have a creamation coffin
we just say......... we used it
!! I like the way u think
and we tell these kids to get out of dodge
日和
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
THAT'S TRUE WE DO
just dump a ton of ash from the dorm fireplace in
playing komaeda has really did sumn to my mind
'why are they back in class then' 'wisteria gacha luck'
日和
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
imagine ranger getting tackled for some insanity like this since he's the remote keeper
but yeah i bet u komaeda would say he'd kill them and then propose faking their death after stressing shin out or sumn DJKSKLDSLJKD
vice principal sticks her finger in the ash and licks it
sdfdgfhgdfh CRYING i love that
i hope something stupid like that happens one day adds to bucket list
we can find a body to burn
pfle: we're gunna make it happen
my googling rn is gonna get me arrested
"How much ash is produced when a body is cremated? About 5 pounds for an adult. The weight can vary from 3 pounds all the way up to 10, depending on the size and density of the deceased's bones."
teachnically we can just burn the human meat from the home ec
so for one of the genocide classes we need
FINALLY MY REGAIN SERVING ITS INTENDED PURPOSE
so we gotta clear out the fridge
lit the only reason i'm regaining anything is in hopes of yttd-appropriate shenanigans occurring
im crying tho i love the image of komaeda offering to do it and waiting til shin is good and stressed before offering the idea of faking it if he could punch u he would but time to scheme
BRO RIGHT IT SUITS THEM ITS SICK N TWISTED BUT I LOVE IT
shins feelings on komaeda must be sumn when going thru that
HE'S GOT THE WHOLE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER HAPPENING
im crying should i ask ori about this in the questions section how do we do this
and if we need excuses, komaeda and shin are tidy ppl so the coffin would be better for them
IM CRYING INSANNEEE OF USS
thank u ranger for ur coffin
fingers crossed
god they ARE tidy people
the komaedaling traits...
dsfdgfhg crying if this is the murder investigation this month only it wasn't a murder at all is the twist
日和
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
i really hope it works so we can just keep using the cremation coffin for weird things like intro threads and blocking people's (dorm) doors and faking deaths
staff can tell :' ) i guess if it's done so the window is missed? we know these two are gonna try it anyway
can't do much about counselor omniscience but rip pdas
I'M SO SAD this makes sense though
all of them. in the entire school.
they cause nothing but trouble huffs
fdgfsdgfsfdg F all u guys who haven't regained phones
tbf 'lose ur pda or die again' fair of a trade
spare parts for the computing club
Seiya IS THE PDA GUY WILL HE FIX THIS or can we really burn the pdas
seiya is the pda guy? tell me more
oh I don't think counselor snitches tho... I think he keeps everything to himself...
apparently when rokkun takes pdas he gives them to seiya
im crying
'what do we do about the pdas?'
komaeda: i know a guy who knows a guy....
I WAS JUST THINKIN THAT KOMAEDA WOULD TELL SHIN ABT THE PDA GUYYYY HELPPP
this thread gunna be so funny help
nms!
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
how im sitting here tryna see if theres anyway to go all in bc i know rokkuns good at forgery and im like can he make new identities for them? would that even work? can seiya do sumn w the pdas? ... looks at akki... he looks like he'd snitch on us
i do think that like a teacher telling u to come with them, and you're a failing student.... i do think that even if it all goes according to plan he probably won't be able to save all nine just bc there's one chance but it's also very suspicious
dsfdgf not akki the snitcher sticher
HE LOOKS LIKE HE'D SNITCH TBH but hes also the dude who locked up rei
if shin finds out he's 'senpai' he can bring up rei to get him to shut up
so its like komaeda like "can u help us akki"
komaeda: sighs ill give hiyori kun a lil power over akki as a treat
fsdgfsfd as a treat, since he's being so good and mastermin-y
im crying it's a ~strategy meeting~
NOOOOO SHINS ROOTS ARE COMING BACKKK
i still think about 'this is getting kinda fun'
oh shin ur a mastermind in the making i love it
he's got promise! a diamond in the rough
oh myy godddd these shenanigans i love all of this
IM CRYING i really cant believe this is to save shins students i think
him going to these lengths are sooo cute
U EVER SEE SOMEONE SHOW A LIL HOPE? makes komaeda excited
sfdgfdgfdg IKR it's so good
just a lil spark of it..... can't wait to see u get to the canon escape attempt, same energy
:' ) he really does get attached to people
if he could get all of them, he would but... he can try for the ones he's responsible for
getting to see shin do this ugh im proud of him too
he's really coming into his own here and learning to be his own kind of leader and person and i'm happy for him
honestlyyy he needs a lil push but hes really taking it all in his hands
:''' ) even if it fails.... he tried
YEAH
I LOVE HIMMM
THE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT or like
is it development if parts that were already there are unfolding
i'm also sorry but i'm crying y'all i can't believe ranger is one again just gonna be minding his own business and get pulled into insanity
fdgfhdf komaeda's always ready to give someone a little push for hope and it doesn't even involve murder this time!
just fake murder!
fdgffgdfhgdgfh ranger is essential and we love him
JUST FAKE MURDER!!! its funny bc as much as shin runs from komaeda im crying this time they sorta walk side by side or well, komaeda watches from behind bc he likes to see how ppls hope moves
and shins doing p well for what he has hopes for rn
I KNOW RANGERS MINDING HIS BUSNESS AND THEY BUST IN LIEK COFFIN PWEASE
yeah... it adds to like. the delicious weird complexity of their cr
sdfgdfhgdgf RANgER TeLLING SHIN TO ASK CUTELY
pulls out my "what are you two fucking talking about" image again
god that's it that's the mood
shin like this is my midori projection what is he after why does he walk behind me ominously (its to glare at the ppl who dont agree w them along the way, gotta scare akki if we go to him someway)
oh my god i didn't know i needed that
shin does attractions and such with sara so he CAN work with people he's projecting midori on on common goals
I LOVE THAT IMAGE SO MUCH I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I LAUGH EVERY TIME I SEE IT
i think it's just bc it's such a big mood
so that said once y'all explain that you're just faking murders and stuff he'll just be like "okay cool" and roll with it as he does
sfdfsfgdf 'sure fine, whatever'
we are LITERALLY insane but im happy for us
ME TOO i'm so glad i get to partake in insanity
it IS this is what happens when you dump drs and yttds in one game together i feel
you do that and leave them into their own devices and chaos ensues
fdgfhdgfhdfgf komaeda and his honorary yttd degree
i'm telling ori to move him to the right cast list
IM CRYING hes been taking yttd class
he just belongs to them now
do u know how long he was hated by the yttd cast
he grows on u
like a fungus
the pond scum that eats the fungus
he's like those burrs that get stuck to you
so that's why his hair is like that
HE THINKS IT'S FUNNY IM CRYING
im here for bully akki route
nms!
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
SO THAT MEANS OUR CHANCES ARE A LIL HIGHER
ok we can do akki since its plotty for u :3
HAHAHAHA counselor is right like he's gotta be bored
seiya is.......... a piece of work and harder
give the man some entertainment
bro hes tired of seeing his stupid ass son fail him
yissss
it means shin finally gets to take out his vague grudge on 'senpai' im crying
THIS WORKED OUT NICELY!!!
IT REALLY DID
I LOVE HOW OFTEN THINGS IN YOGEN LINE UP
can't believe the cremation coffin is gonna be the yogen mvp
i hate the masterminding that went into this ngl
it's top teir masterminding
thank you so much for coffin regain im crying
I'M SO GLAD I COULD BRING IT IN
it's only contributed things of value to my life so far and i appreciate that
it's just hangin' out in the commons room
it's just so good
gdfhg coffee table
i love thinkin of crazy lil things this is what happens when i cant murder
he tried to leave it in front of hinata and komaeda's dorm but he got yelled at and he didn't care about that at all
he is in the process of trying to
komaedas gunna be SO jealous
"does this seem like a good place for it? this is a good place for it"
hinata dont yell at him no more
as it is blocking the door
'here looks good' still kills me
hinata is so :/ moody for no reason
we can play a game w this
YEAH THAT'S WHAT HE SAID???/
FIRST OFA LL IT'S ONLY HALF THE DOOR
SECOND HE'S GONNA KNOCK IT DOWN YOU CAN JUST STEP OVER IT
anyway he doesn't care about that but he doesn't really wanna look at it every time he leaves his room so he'll move it somewhere else
if he'd known komaeda would've been finer with it there he would have left it ngl
if i regain the tube and master computer does this mean we can upload rei to it and take her to the beach
that would be the only reason he needed
to not keep pushing this stupid fucking thing
IM CRYING HINATA IS SOOO LUCKY KOMAEDA WASNT THERE
beach trip for rei
itd give her a body in the system too so itd all feel real
komaeda: yeah we did our killing game here yep yep
we can even take her for ramen they have a lil
ramen area or sumn on the 4th island i think
anyway we could take her i think she deserves it
we should bring narumi too for ramen
me @ ori: can i regain like 3 coffins
so a friend can bring a friend and a friendd
there's [number] that we know of in canon
iirc ranger got the one that [redacted] and which shin sat on once
let me see what ours are called
I THINK ITS TUBES ACTUALLY
OR MAYBE THATS WHAT I CALL THEM
"Psychotherapeutic Communication Simulator" shin needs this so bad
avalanches song voice that boy needs therapy
WE'RE GUNNA UPLOAD HIM SO HE CAN CHILL AT THE BEACH W REI AND WHOEVER ELSE GOES IN
just dont traumatize urself in there
sfdgfhff just don't mention a killing game happened there until after he's out
honestly he prob wouldnt mention it unless like
like "what did you do on jabberwock"
"oh go to the beach, go to the fair, try to avoid dying by monokuma things like that"
you know, standard holiday activities
dgfdsfdgfgd still thinking about the fact he hit it three times
WHAT DOESNT KILL U MAKES U STRONGER
SGSGDfdgfh one day he'll be able to do one whole push up!
im crying thinking about if he gets exp from near death experiences bc
hang on a tic
which i guess makes his natural genre Adventure Fantasy
anyway stop me before this turns into a chuubos plurk again
trek what are you unleashing
it's a ttrpg i am very obsessed with
here's the larger versions of the others
i like when people are enthusiastic about things!
this is just disco elysium
dsfdgfdfdgf i do love both, so no wonder
there's also some other out of genre XP actions i think shin has
i love these. they should be a meme.
but those could just be for when things dip into the Road of Trials
they should! they're very fun to think about, sometimes i read yogen threads and are like oh that was that xp action right there : D
for example, this one happens a lot
i think i might buy the pdf this looks fun to read
yes!! it's very well worth the look
it's a very dense read and the layout is a bit odd but it's very fun once it clicks, lemme know if you have qs or want to chat about it
the writing itself is nothing sort of gorgeous, as per jenna moran works
you can get it and her others on drive thru rpg (i also recommend Glitch, which manages to streamline and refine it in some ways)
sfdgdgf sorry to shill, i get very excited about it
NOOO THIS IS SO GOOD i love hearing about it
me like: yogen alternates between immersive fantasy and adventure fantasy with occasional moments of gothic and fairytale.
lying on the floor about shin being 'i don't want another main game about this'
That might be just our luck. this made me sick
hehehehehe
okay I am actually alive today time to catch up on things
first things first secret santa i think
brain is not waking up like i thought turns out i need breakfast smh
but i think he wouldn't ask a stuco member, so that's sorted... if he wants anomymous gifting he can leave things in people's lockers or the dorm room himself
next is finishing up replying to plotting posts
hm. this is probably not going to be another tag day
lifts you up its ok komaedaling ill work hard for us :3
yesss take your time fam
thanks guys
i probably do just need to eat, i'm caught in the loop of things need unpacking/task order purgatory
So It turns out what is was experiencing is called a migraine and not 'something that just happens sometimes idk'
chuubos still on the brain, keep thinking that maybe shin is on Eide/Troubled given i keep making him use Strategy miracles
you know what dont shut up ur right and u should speak
hehehe
it's interesting bc he's sort of adjacent but not quite there by default in canon... his chardev has just been tipping this way more
yogen really been pushing him along which i am thankful for bc these are so cute, troubled as hell keeping the enemy in his midst
The Troubled character, deeply compromised and deeply wounded, in many ways fundamentally a wicked thing, and yet dedicated to the service of the world.
YEP THAT IS SOOOOO TRUEEEE
IT REALLY HAS it's so good
some of it's maybe my own bias but god

i love yogen, i love his and komaeda's weird, weird cr so much
im not over their coffin plannn
yogen opens up so many opportunities for shin honestly, esp when he has a wide array of people to talk to and some make him more troubled than others. like shin knows komaeda could snap his neck during this but also komaeda helped out so its like what is the enemy up to, why did he help shin, he gunna have troubled thoughts
TBH MEEEEE honestly to god im soooo excited for when we bully akki too
cannot wait to see shin use his info abt rei against him
keep showing us your cool side shin!!!
watching the boys grow up
EVERYONES LIL DEVELOPMENT...
LMFAO see this is why ranger said shin would be way better at intimidation than the guys he talked to
he's more than smart enough, he just gotta be in his element
CANT WAIT TO SEE IT bc komaeda actually blackmailed akki once
and komaeda... has enough info on akki to ruin his life BUT hes gunna let shin do it
wanna see hope from the source!!!
part of me was like do i make komaeda wear his one claw hand to cause trouble? but akkis a tall scared rabbit and shins a short what does he got hidden in that scarf rabbit theyll be fine
esp bc this is... shin's moment in trying to save his kids, komaeda already gave him a lil piece to start, it just depends on how he goes to finish it, and if shin can take that lil bit and make sumn outta it, maybe his hope isnt so bad... gotta give credit where credit is DUE!!!
hope from the source im crying
just a little bit more hope... like 3% more
sfdgfhgfdf not tall and short rabbits
its fine the boys are fighting? bad
the RABBITS are fighting? good
one of them will run into a hole
and yeah fdgfhffgfdg shin's interesting bc he's like. still stumbling around in this, still kind of like a puppy with large paws but.... there's something there, and when he nails it, he nails it
thinks about [redacted canon example] a lot
i love ranger saying he'd be better at this than those bozos bc he doesn't quite believe it himself but shiin
thinkin bout how when komaeda learned of hiyori the wolf and he was like
KOMAEDAS FAITH IN SHIN BEING TERRIFYING OR ANYTHING IS SOOO LOW IM CRYIN
sees him w akki maybe. maybe theres sumn there
hehehe
sometimes a wolfskin is all you need
god
komaeda like
'maybe i can work with this' run shin
I'M CRYING YEAH I LAUGHED SO HARD ABOUT THAT no shin's definitely not midori
RIGHTTT MAYBE HE CAN WORK W THIS CRYING weird cr they have but it plays out so well i love it maybe... they are growing. like a cute lil two headed snake that i saw on tiktok and that baby is thriving
PLEASE KOMAEDA WAS LIKE U LYING TO MEEE
ranger does have faith in him tho... him developing respect just like.
TWO HEADED SNAKE fdgfhg i love it
shin's not midori and despite what he tries can't be midori... but maybe 'sou hiyori' can be it's own thing
BC HE WAS LIKE.............GOD PLEASEEEEEE
RANGER RESPECTING HIM GETS ME IN THE CHEST SO MUCH
he can make sou hiyori into his own brand of something
exactly :' )
reclaimed, like the scarf
SAAAAME UGH i figured he'd get there but i'm just.. my heart, i love how nicely their cr has developed sigh
shin's using the name better now anyway
their cr is so gooood i love everyone in this bar
sfgdfhgfdf he really is the cooler sou hiyori
i need to think about how i'm gonna approach this too bc it's one thing to say 'shin intimidates akki with rei knowledge' and another to think about what that would look like or how to play it out... canon gives some tips at least
it's tricky bc usually if i beef it playing shin i can be like 'well he does beef it' but i'd like him to succeed on this one so hm
It makes sense because they have something to fight for that isn’t just “don’t let bad things happen to me.”
Something more tactile than that.
There is something right there, right next to their heart, that they can reach for, that they can hang on to, that makes such a sacrifice worthwhile.
reading the notes for Eide 4 and lying on the ground again
i can tell u now that akki
so idk what akki will do if he sees komaeda and shin but maybe he'll think he can trust shin or sumn since komaedas not doing anything
i don't blame him at all
SDFDG GOOD COP BAD COP
maybe he'll think komaedas on some metaphorical leash IM CRYING
NOT GOOD COP BAD COP SO TRUE
one speaks only truth one speaks only lies choose wisely
im crying it's accidental but i love how many times there's like
other characters who are almost metaphorical mirrors of shin, komaeda included
this man is a spider-web-cracked pane of glass
if shin almost gets komaeda killed is that symbolism in how shin almost kills or kills himself since he too can be a mirror
it definitely would be!
another point on the shin symbolically witnesses his own death counter :' )
: ) aha i like that bc now it can be read like where komaeda cant die, shin takes it double w how many times he sees himself die, and if komaeda dies thats a counter for shin CUTE CUTE
i love playing with the zero percent thing bc even shin isn't sure if it's a binding metaphysical law about him or something he's escaped by fulfilling it... it really does plug into the way he thinks
yeah this is why shin's feelings about komaeda dying would be a bit complicated
'i wouldn't be upset' is a bit of a distillation
it really is cute.... bound together by weird strings
and yeah i love that it's another contrast
truth and lies... can't die and keeps dying
i love how his 0% can mean so many things depending on how he looks at it, shin has the cutest little thing he has in his thoughts compared to everyone else
NOT THEIR WEIRD STRING laughed bc akkis the red string man
fdgfhgfhghfd maybe he can sense it
ikr i love thematic things where there's so many ways to slice it
i also really like that like. shin's big on logic but he also is a very symbolic thinker, he makes patterns and associations
shin --> joe shin doing the calculations on how likely he is to get murdered
hehehehehe i see you there
you did! it is delicious pain
shin --> sara channelling the energy of when someone pointed a bb rifle centimeters from my face and i grinned and stared him down
was never really fond of him after that
:' ) just a bit but we love her anyway
HE'S NOT HAVING A GREAT TIME
i have to attack you on two fronts
sdgfhhfd i love komaeda referencing the mug shot
what do you want first tho
memories gone bad or sadness

mem time
shin --> komaeda love the thought in komaeda's narrations about some potentially dorian grey things going on with the paintings
shin --> nene keeps being a consistent thread of one last chance to back out
shin --> sara thinking about conversations with nms about how eyes make him worse
getting unreasonably stressed out over which thread to reply to in the escape room so will leave it for now
similar with the pizza thread... have a nasty habit of getting caught in a loop of 'thread moves on, must recalibrate my post contemplation, thread moves on again while contemplating'
that one i'm less concerned about though since ranger's got all the information
日和
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
oh yeah i feel you there... that one seems to have slowed down at least, ranger's just doing a token check before he does his floormaster's exit so no additional bombshells either
i get really stressed out with that too bc it feels like i can't keep up
handshakes you while lying on the floor
i think it's worse if I've got info/participation people are waiting on bc then it feels like I'm letting the team down... otherwise I can just duck out a bit
we're still gonna do the escape room threads and i promise you there's no letting anyone down - deep breath and just come in when you're ready like
this isn't time sensitive it's meant to be fun
yeah... I have to figure out what angle to approach at
'shin keeps getting distracted' is useful at least
it's less a question of time, and more like. increase in complexity as time goes on
lena's always gonna be there as a hint source too
sometimes you're just that guy that keeps trying to contribute and is immediately talked over
especially in groups... happens to me so often
that is one way to fudge it at least
hm... it's kind of that but also like. if i'm being talked over I can at least withdraw, right?
it's being caught between that and the feeling i
should contribute that is the problem
thanks mira
ahhhh, yeah, no, i know what you're saying... i totally get that. yeah, if you need to withdraw that's valid. i get stressed out too, i'm sorry. solidarity handshake
thanks bunny
eating food and realising that was half the problem rip
shin --> sara poking a tiger, tempting fate, and other fun activities
shin --> ishimaru i was like 'would he take the hand up' for five minutes but... i think yes at this point :' )
shin --> komaeda 'which would you pick to die?' 'they're both not worth my time' strikes again
"Komaeda might have seen him smile like that painting of him before, a smile that was wholly itself, directed at him even... but that was before they both woke up." ALRIGHT!!!!!!! DONT ATTACK ME IVE DONE NOTHING TO U!!!
if it really did come down to the wire of the people depicted he'd pick midori to die but they're paintings... he wants both of these paintings gonno
THE CONTRACT IS SEALED, NMS
I LITERALLY CLOSED MY EYESSSS

this food... god, now i really do want them to do something under adderstone
and hhhh komaeda forgoing burning the other

me sitting there writing the tag like i really did sign the contract for this hell
AND YESSSS we should ask ori is there anything special w/ adderstone and if so i can ask if komaeda's hacking gun shows anything bc i know his hacking gun acts like someone w spiritual sight

and adderstone and spiritual sight always shows diff stuff
yessssss i want this so bad
ori knows both the yogen and yttd lore... the combination...
i'll put in an ask on the FAQ
shin --> joe easy trick to get something past him... get him panicking about something else
thoughts running in parallel can be an advantage and disadvantage
im double checking what this looks like for the other hallway portraits for comparison
me making komaeda pull out his hacking gun let the FUN begin
yesssss
hhh so under the spirit sight the hallway paintings are writhing in agony unlike these ones here smiling and laughing...
YEAH.............YEAH..................
i think.........thats kinda insane actually
i guess we will be showing shin whats under the paintings, under the masks... the true colors happy and sad
sighs so much red blue here
I'm so happy I brought these gifts in, like a cat dragging it's prey to u all
U ARE THE GIFT THAT KEEPS ON GIVING
and then under adderstone the hallway paintings are intact and unmoving with negative expressions, whereas these ones are pitch black
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THESE BUNNY
*their faces are intact, to clarify
and god yeah, them both smiling and laughing.... im clutching my head
smiling an dlaughing.... together
yeah
nothing would stab shin more, honestly im crying
it's interesting that under spirit sight the shin painting also watches, although it might be unclear wording
interesting tho considering it's eyes are closed, but if it's moving...
I'M SO GLAD I COULD... vending machine next
cant wait to shin the hacking gun to one side of the painting so one half closed... the other staring
yesssssssss
everyone could use some nice hot drinks after all this
dgfhfgdf yessss
a very odd result
LKJDKLJSDLKJ NOT WEIRD WINK I LAUGHED
u can make it go back and forth
you know just a lil change so shin doesnt stress out while lookin you know just a bit of fun thats all
sfdgfsdgfhgdfsfdgf just a little playing around
mmm if it makes him feel any better nobody else would get this opportunity to touch him and his code
shin's the only one he thinks is competent enough... which tbh he's an asshole but not nothing coming from an ai
:'''' ) it's not nothing... esp coming from an ai used to prodigies
shin's just had his ol self esteem kicked around like a football
keep thinking about him being like 'you can't call that hacking!' to kanna, like he's trying to push her away but also i think is drawing on a very real defensiveness around his specialty
but also... hnnnn
ugh he hurts me so much bc he's so talented and just can't recognize it
because he doesn't have a lot going for him in his mind, so if he loses this thing he's narrowed his life around...
this weird awed regard and resentment for people better than him at it... thankfully working with senku and having tangible success on his own projects has eroded this just a touch/given him a bit more of a foundation
which is why here with inaba it's mostly just an unexpected pang of it
HE IS, he really is..... hhhhh he's just. circumstance and perspective and so much have kept him from internalizing it
like that escape attempt, and the joe ai modification... that's things he did
yeah, that's completely understandable... I'm glad he's getting a little better, but i know you can't just undo that. especially with all the damage midori did which... god. i just constantly think about how shin might have been able to get real help without that. like maybe not but... that ensured he wouldn't
maybe it will trickle in that ranger went to him specifically...
me and annie talked about like. midori deliberately cutting strings, in a sense. removing from shin the tools he could use to heal... breaking a bone and making it set wrong
shin's ability to connect to people, to ask for help, to realise he needs help, to see worth in himself, to trust others...
yeah... man not to be redundant but him and ranger really are a lot alike huh... both just people who really could have thrived of they hadn't been choked out as they were
midori no doubt deliberately isolated him and ensured he couldn't thrive BECAUSE he knew he could
all at a really vulnerable time of your life too, the transition from high school to uni, when a lot is changing and your old structures are shifting
hhh yeah
a shin that couldn't thrive was one he could keep in the bell jar and make twine around him
god yeah....

these two ladssssss
YEAH... ughhh he was at such a vulnerable age, it really hurts me how midori just destroyed his life
and like... the scarf, the name, but also his skill with computers itself... i keep thinking about the complex emotions around them
midori diiiid.... it keeps killing me bc like. midori was on a leash but that meant he could try other things, shin was a more subtle, long term project, he could take his time, show his 'affection'
god there's a song that for me like. reminds me of shin's life post midori lemme grab it
okay that's a weird glitch
midori destroyed his life... and he's still picking up the pieces...
i think... a weird core of inner strength runs in the greenblings though
even with so much done to him, leaving permanent scars... if given the chance......
shin wants to be able to trust people. he wants to be able to like them, and make friends, and do things to help people......... he just has no map how to get there
and... there's also stuff where it's like. he's playing catchup bc he missed out on the time needed to learn and practice it alone as well
anyway i have a lot of feelings about our toothpaste boy
still thinking about those ranger similarities as well hhhhh
blue and orange strikes again
i really love ranger getting the chance and room to grow and thrive himself here
yeah... I've said it before but he hurts me so much in the game bc he's so obviously drawing on the idea of a "winner," which was deliberately drawn out of him by telling him that "shin" had a 0% win, because he wanted to survive...
... which makes him begging you to save kanna just so...
that REALLY emphasizes the gap between him and midori in a way that nothing else can imo, bc he loves this person and wants to save them so badly even at the cost of himself... and you just break a huge part of him by betraying that hope.
:''' ) every day i think about how he claims the keymaster role comes with an inherent authority and the layers of that
yeah.... at that point he's... so resigned to being voted for, it's over he's done... and kanna saying vote for her fills him with horror
yeah god
keiji put it well
'your heart was crying out and we trampled on it'
blue and orange I'm crying... ughhh they hurt me so much bc they're both just kids that wanna be happy but see no way that they can be
I just... think every day about how both of them could have been, and watching them do better in yogen makes me so happy
dgfhd it really bothered shin in yogen for a while that... he didn't actually know if he'd sacrifice himself for kanna if it came to it bc risking your life when you have a card (the collar) and directly giving it are two subtely different things...
i had a lot of fun giving him closure/an answer in the elevator thread bc when it came down to that exact wire.... he did
he can hold onto that... complex as it is
YEAH THESE TWO..... they're trapped in a maze of mirrors
im crying yogen the school is apparently for soul development and it's sure working for them
they're getting that chance they didn't have... it's after they're dead, but they're getting it
he's still learning but he's at least very sure that going full in with 'yeah you were sucked dry of blood' is not the way to go
that said
sekoshi let me know if you do want me to rewrite with the memory lantern, since decembers use is free
sometimes i need to remember i can just handwave things
shin --> faculty meeting every day i think about how as komaeda is sliding away from rokkun's plan shin is sliding towards it like a weather house
it's also interesting to think about yogen shin's fire associations in the context of yogen and the yttd colours, bc they do crop up a little
god seeing komaeda rokkun and shin in the same sentence does sumn to me
the lighter, picking up a torch against the wolf, lighting nightmares on fire, komaeda setting the painting on fire, him looking for fire when he finds narumi, and then there's tying things in like warmth or guns which are also themes that crop up with him
sfdgfhgghffhg you're welcome
i promise u rokkun can destroy the whole school
that fire/destruction/survival/disobedience and tree/status quo/sacrifice/obedience dichotomy strikes again and he's got elements of both so where one or the other crops up...
and komaeda would love that for him he just has to stop at the murdering everyone schtic
he probably can
the thing stopping shin going that far is the people in it :' )
sfdgfdgfh komaeda like follow your dreams sweetie
RIGHT JUST FOLLOW UR HOPE
the strongest hope will win out
i think abt how i want to light up the tree ngl
ive asked rokkun SOOO MANY TIMES
pats u
i think meng yao managed it, in a dream?
i think they did it... in the alt verse right
bc if u clip the tree where do the souls go
app kazuki will attack u if u try to burn the tree
NOT GOOD ON HIM where are my fellow tree destroyers one day ill turn shin to the dark side
..............
IMCRYING WHY ARE THE KOMAEDALINGS THE CHAOTIC OF THE BUNCH
listen i don't want to say it's not in him for Reasons you will see, but also it'd take some circumstances
sdfdgfhgdfdgf hang on where's that pic
would this mean rokkun is also a komaedaling
thinking emoji
holy shit you're right
NO WONDER HE ALIGNS WELL W THEM
shin --> sara he's also shortsighted by my dad had caractaconus and could still hit an archery target so
shin --> npckun going to have to make a list of where shin's exercise has been improving and where it hasn't
improving:
swimming (already good at this, plus with helena)
parkour (so a little more stamina and jumping, as evidenced by his portrait-taking-down method, thanks to subaru)
throwing things (snowball fight also the red flinging game with sara)
pretty much the same:
- arm strength, so rip handstands and pushups :' ) he can dangle but not do a pull up either
shin --> npckun rich coming from someone swapping hats with kanna in a nankidai tweet
npckun is truly komaedas child
sometimes u wanan wear the roasty toasty kitty meow meow hat
asfgdffgdfsdgfhgd the student is becoming the master
the tweet in question, btw. kanna is jacked
also im still crying at roasty toasty kitty meow meow hat
it IS very warm...
that is just so cute of him
ITS SO WARM its why komaeda steals that too
IKR i didn't notice that before
hat > jacket > scarf feels endgame but i think he got it once when he dressed up w npckun to get shin higher grades
asfdgf u can use shin as a thermometer almost
'which is the warmest spot in this room' 'which clothes is warm'
yessssss
he got the triple breaker combo on that one
im crying shin still doesn't know about it
actually endgame is probs getting the hat, the jacket, and BOTH copies of the scarf
afsgdfhhgdf ganbatte komaeda
it's tricky bc he's always only wearing one
where is it is it in his room or his locker
remember when we had clothes in our locker
unless like
he's got the second wrapped around his middle underneath his jacket or smth
i can see him contemplating that as we get to winter winter
u have to give some credit to the ultimate lucky student he'll figure sumn out
shin's moved all his stuff to his dorm room bc he knows how easy it is to break into lockers
he keeps the door locked whenever he's out
sfdgfhgd lemme know if komaeda does break into shin and sara's room i'll give you a descrip of what he might find
NOT BREAK INTO THEIR ROOOOOM u give me so much power
its gunna be like when i started yttd and i let sara die the first run bc i was so confused and its gunna be some timer w komaeda in the room or sumn
dsfgdfgfgd listen as long as the clothes and items come back to him at the end of the day, i'm golden
if it's in his inventory on the account, komaeda can't permanently take or destroy it but he can mess around with it just fine
not shin and sara's room a yttd escape room
TRYING TO FIND THE SCARF IN A SET AMT OF TIME his once a month search
he cant be destroying anything which is good unless i get permission so everything will be safe except like maybe a glass or two
sfdgfhgfg yesss
dfgfhhghfgd he really is a cat
knocking thing off shelf
give yourself a headache with the lantern komaeda
wish i took komaeda from earlier to give him memories bc it'd fuck w his head i would def have him play w the lantern
there's also shin's red ink records of roster changes
:' ) it's probably a good thing anyway since you need two people to do deep dives w it
useful for study cramming tho
NEED A SECOND FRIEND SO HE CAN PLAY WITH IT he does have dementia maybe he will be forgetting
shin should charge for study cramming
god he really should
sdfdgfhhfgfg i should have asked annie if she wanted sara to use it as part of her you WILL study campaign
honestly i don't know if shin's even told him it exists. he carries it around in his jacket pocket a lot just in case so it's clear there's something in there but the details....
that said he's had it since september and komaeda's stolen his clothes so maybe he HAS seen it before actually
when yogen goes on for a round two its gunna give sara an opportunity for the campaign
WAIT HOW BIG IS THE LANTERN? IS IT SMALL?
it's carryable in an inventory slot so shrugs helplessly
i've been headcanoning it as a small round lantern around the size of a large orange
so it fits in a pocket, but it def makes a Shape
that's cute... thank u yes komaeda knows about this cute little lantern now
IM LAUGHING BC KOMAEDA CAN PROB JUST GO TO SHIN LIKE what is everything I've ever felt in your pockets like ever
dsfdgfhghfgdfssd
what's in your inventory bro
shin would tell him it's a UV lantern and that's not wrong...
shines it in his eyes since it's uv
komaeda sees, he understands, very uv very cute
sfdgfgdfdg looking away like don't shine uv into ppls eyes!!
very uv very cute im crying
they can shine it together in an npcs eyes then!!!
telling that npc to run with his own eyes
this was part of science-chan's training montage
it's more of an hypnosis aid than a status effect but u can elicit a flashback with an appropriate trigger with just the light looks at komaeda
appropriate trigger .... looks at komaeda... this would be terrifying in his hands, actually
sfdgfdgfh 50% of why i have that no permanent acquisition moritorium
IM CRYING 50% OF WHY when you have to account for certain people being lucky to click the right trigger on the lantern on people by accident
fgfhgfsgdfh how many people in this school has komaeda traumatised, maybe a lot
oh by trigger i mean trauma trigger, not like, a button on the lantern
like it causes a flashback if you add it to an object or stimuli that was present or reminiscent of something present during the repressed event
the mind kind of likes to do that anyway, but it can broaden the scope or take things from 'when was this photo taken why am i in it' to OH FUCK
but bc it's not full on restoring the memory like when used properly it's like... a contextless lightning strike
OHHH so it's like you need something related to the event
on the person's mind and then you use the lantern and it gives them a brief trauma flashback
yeah exactly! thankfully komaeda's entire being is related to that one event for science chan
Not me TRYNA LEARN THIS LANTERN FOR CRIMES UNIMAGINABLE
yes he probably ruined a few lives "tsukimi kun some people I used this on a little stressed now, but I wanna use it on the counselor to stress him out too" laughing it'd be funny bc if he did it at science chan and she remembered him he'd just be like "...well"
on the person's mind... i think physically present helps/is required... i'm extrapolating a lot but the canon example is a photo
sfdgfgddfh does the counselor have komaeda-related trauma
I mean if komaeda was dating my stupid ass son I'd wanna force that out
OK SO SUMN THERE like a key item I am learning sighs writes this down in my sidenotes
IM LAUGHING it has a once a month use right
if I find sumn cool I'll knock on ur doors if an npc shows a cool weakness
it's a once a month use to completely restore a memory, but using it as a UV light or study aid or flashback inducer is free
gdfhdf no worries I'll look forward to it
december's use is also free
OOOOH me writing this down on the side
IM CRYING every day we weaponize komaeda
now I need a coma inducing device and then the school's days are numbered
gfhghfg well, helena has an unconsciousness potion...
every day every person in yogen weaponizes komaeda...
when someone grabs komaeda by the scruff of his neck to bring him to shin like "why did u give him anything to bother us"
dsfdgfhffhhfg 'give' is a bit generous
IM CRYING HELPPP give is quite the kind word
komaeda's a menace but he's our menace
shin --> sportacus kills me that it's only really since last month he's started getting proper nutrition for like... two years
pfle what's the exact kind of mess we're looking at?
shin --> komaeda thinking about midori's rocket punch again and wondering how much nerdery was shared
last time i show shin komaedas cool attachments LAST TIME
dsfdgfsgdhfhg
same thing with ranger where he's like 'so cool...... shame about who it's attached to' although he's warming up to ranger a bit
ohoh, cursed how?
just midoris rocket punch i can only imagine what that means and i hate it and how komaedas arm comes off DJSLKJDS IT JUST MAKES ME LAUGH
fdgfhhfsdgfh shin doesn't remember but something in his subconscious is going YOU like the cat with the onions
fdgdsfdg i will not describe it further so you can fully experience it
i fet like fed but also no one spoils anything for me
i think thats so cute of yall actually
listen you can only play yttd once :' ) we all want you to have a good time
god imagine if you could only play it once. would die
the game just disappears from the internet afte r ur first play thru
so u have to talk to others that played and make conspiracy theories
god
that would be a cool and also stressful premise for a game honestly
ugh yttd 4th anniversary letting u play it again
honestly sad i missed the 4th anniversary even with the keychains, i got confused and then distracted
next year....
next year but itll be both of us getting the keychains
hoookay so i'm just now relearning how to code so i hope you can forgive me for pulling things out of the air a lil
the short term problem is ez since that's a logistics issue (more complicated if X then Y - don't ask me for specifics i'll cry,) and then in terms of his missing code... It's probably just a big chunk, but there is connecting code and there probably is filler code that was intended to be replaced. i can't think of the examples i've seen but i do it with
my web coding a lil and it's not uncommon to put markers et al there, but it'd be pretty glaring... if that makes sense.
nods so... bear with me grabbing at metaphors, it's like when you remove something from a writing draft but there's all those scattered things you have to change elsewhere bc they point to it, and sometimes that gets missed or is left in bc usually nobody seeing the code?
with a logistics issue... what does that mean, at least in terms of fixing it? (fdgf sorry for asking for the specifics)
Your metaphor is legit! That's pretty much exactly it - something should be there. There's also probably a little wonkiness in the values of certain emotions (e.g. jealousy.) I assume that's the equivalent of most values being at a "5" but certain ones are a "10" in terms of intensity on the 1-10 scale. Then for the latter -
- no worries on asking for specifics! Honestly I've been rolling it over in my head so you're good, as long as you don't expect me to go into major details bc Nankidai isn't so neither am I... But it would basically be tweaking relevant variables. For the sake of avoiding jargon, kind of like from an absolute TRUE to TRUE/FALSE in terms of options

no worries this is all good stuff
i'll not shake you down like a CS professor no problem, this gives me some hooks to work with thank you so much bunny : DDD
so mostly some tweaks to fix the most immediate problem in this 'session' so to speak, and maybe adjusting the emotion wonkiness...
and then actually filling in the gaps (positive emotions, expressions) is more of a long term project they're both doing in the background of december, is the impression I've been getting
*background of december off and on probably bc ranger has a life and wants to be doing things maybe
like trying to get regular dnd sessions
and also gestures at finals etc
no problem!! i'm glad i could help since i know it's hard playing a tech person when you're not a techie... i'm crying in only knowing people smarter than me for the most part. but yes, that's exactly it! this is kind of a quick fix, and then shin and inaba just get to pair up to do the long term project between the insanity.
yessssssssss thank you so much
and sdfdgf thank len for bringing it up as well
sounds like we have a plan!
shin --> ishimaru that old chestnut about a knife that has to taste blood every time it's unsheathed
shin --> komaeda 'he was dedicated to not leaving a single trace of his existence'
Y'ALL SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM WHAT NAME HE WAS USING NOW IF YOU DIDN'T WANT HIM TO USE THE NAME HIYORI
:'''' ) they should have had a castmate meeting to get on the same page
they really should i'm crying, it was only the last name so there's plausible deniability at least. komaeda's just a jerk
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i mean not much plausible deniability but. y'know. there's still that.
he iiiiis dsfdgfhdg he's fishing away... got a nice bite here
y'know :' ) damage control
he is fishing tho dont mind him
I SAID I HAD TO GIVE LINT A LIL BITE TO THE THREAD YOU KNOW i was like komaedas been so nice a lil treat wouldnt hurt thats all... thats all
he's doing the stardew minigame
sfdgfdfg JUST A LIL TREAT a smidgen of treat
also while you're here what did komaeda mean by 'easy possession' i was squinting at it like '...ghosts???'
and then a play on having someone else's name (fishing)
possessing a name etc etc hes just being funny.... shin didnt laugh tho sad
ohoh i am intrigued bc i know there's been possession in yogen but only vaguely
sfdgfh sorry komaeda, he got sidetracked
YEAH THERE IS POSSESSIOn actually
komaeda knows abt that w natsume maybe when
shins hairs arent standing up like a offended cat
the horse toy ghost made him kill like one person and then that made the next three okay
ITS SUCH A FUNNY MURDER NGL
dsfdgsfdg he IS puffed up fur, isn't he
sfdgfh WAIT WHAT
the portion of nao's soul that is a serial killer was trapped in a toy horse, the horse broke, natsume murdered izumi, two randos, and chiaki.
so why would the painting make possession easier?
OH thats just komaeda pulling from like scary movie stereotypyes
but they're surrounded by ghosts and stuff so its like
a piece of you is bound to this dorm place that u cant take down
so its like having.... a part of u connected here and maybe some cool possession shit could happen bc of that
like how u cant say your name at night
well there are people trapped in those paintings
bc if the ghosts hear (or was it just kazuki) sumn bad happened
the torture ones not necessarily midori sour
but rokkun said ppl from art class drew them i think
so im like is that THEIR souls
ill reread that thread later
well we do know the hallways paintings and these two look different under adderstone...
i mean i'd like to think i wouldn't trap my OWN soul in agony but maybe it's a reverse dorian gray
the painting suffers so you don't have to
there's a lot of soul trapping going on in this school! iirc at some point someone was offering a service? (probably akira)
oooh that's intriguing
esp since like. under adderstone they look fine but with negative expressions... just like the void students
i love this immensely though... they really are pieces of him in a way
people he is and isn't... and you probably could use that for supernatural stuff
even if he isn't consciously thinking of the possibility, and there's other reasons for it, it's adding to the soup of 'take this down'
i got scared n thought i said sumn bad but u loved what i said so now i feel proud :3
me thinking about his shotgun wound to the soul 'knocking something loose' thinking emoji
no idea how any of this ties together or if it even does or should but im loving the resonances
sfdgfgdfhgd no it's just i was staring at it trying to make my brain work to interpret it
sometimes it just is like shrug emoji when looking at thing
im glad i could entertain your brain!! i did good tonight, pats myself on the back
yisssssss
you do good always nms
shin --> helena me standing in the corner with my cup like i think they don't recommend that these days
vomit aspiration is no joke
shin --> leo sci fi brain automatically assumes in the planetary sense
shin --> escape room there is a small part of shin that x files wants to believe that keigo can teleport
shin --> sara he's been mostly content to leave it after learning kanna was okay but.... what
happened?
i like to think it beaned him directly in the nostril
also for the purposes of not breaking anything shin has not seen herlock's game i swear
shin --> joe anyway focus he says when he's the one getting sidetracked
shin --> joe doesn't feel great, saying miley's words, but...
sometimes i'm like 'do i make shin say 'ahaha' too much' and then i look up the transcripts and sometimes there'll be two one line after the other and i'm like no i'm golden
he doessss
it's also funny in a weirdly meta sense bc now i wonder if he's thought the same thing
given he's larping
DSKJDSKLDJKLSD NOO HES EMBRACED IT TOO MUCH TO LET GO
if he thinks he's ooc he needs to post a hmd
IT'S STUCK NOW
SFGDDFGF IM WHEEZING
please provide concrit on my sou hiyori rp here
sara: yeah it fucking sucks
shin: that's not concrit
one day, he'll giggle like 'ehehe' and then pretend that never happened
shin --> joe a trend I've noticed cropping up of shin talking about his trauma............. if he's trying to draw attention from something else :' )
ahahah well. i got shot. id marry his unfunny ass
sfdghjghfgdgf it's his charisn'tma
puts the ring on his finger
a winter wedding.... beautiful :' )
the scarf... a little too much emotional charge there in what giving it to someone might mean
but the beanie...
NOT THE LOOK AWAY FROM THE SCARF GLANCE HELP
ST^OPPPPPP SHIN IM GOING INSANE
listen komaeda stealing it is his problem if he gives it to keigo that feels a little too much like continuing the cycle
and also it's one of the only things left despite the fact he hates the guy, it's complicated
even if there's two of them now sfdgfhfgd
this is why i feel like in all the fanart where kanna takes his scarf after he dies there's a little shin ghost in the background going 'nooooo'
NOT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GHOST SHIN IM LOSING MY MIND
ok but i understand the importance and the attachment he has to the scarf like giving it to someone has SO much meaning if shin willingly lets go
if u steal it then thats a whole diff story bc he does not want u doing that KLKDKSDLKJD
ghost shin is such a funny concept and i love it so much
'hey guys what's up just floating around'
it took a lot to willingly give helena his name, willingly giving the scarf.............. hm
tbh i feel like name is one thing he still has control over that one but the scarf.....
that kinda controls him..........has a mind of its own...........its different
yeah :''' ) kind of like one of those parasites that replaces a fish's tongue
at least the parasite is kind and feeds them both
it did smash a window for him!
i have a lot of thoughts about shin's persona Shadow
which the scarf really kind of represents in a lot of ways
but imagine it constantly being an extra set of hands
i do, all the time, i'm so glad i got to play with that in narumi's soul
on my yogen wishlist: making that irl with clamor-learnt magic
he can do things while he's typing!
he can type TWICE as fast
he can finally be the movie hackerman
shin --> ranger realising everyone got the museum tour of your dirty laundry
oh it gets worse, shin
im crying that sara hasn't told him about his AI
both shin and ranger still got fun revelations huh
THEY REALLY DO
i love the yttd cast just when we think we've gotten all the hot damn revelations out of the way turns out but wait there's more
IT'S THE GIFT THAT KEEPS ON GIVING
we have peak cast drama, it's such a delight in the same way it is in the game... our poor kiddos
we doooooo
just four kids realising just how deep the fucked up ness went
at least they're free now :' ) sort of :' )
we have the three most messed up kids too, don't we... shin, sara, and ranger were all directly tied to this hecked up operation
SORT OF... I'm happy they're away from it
THEY REALLY WERE... i think if we had kai we'd have the fully set of most deeply connected
poor joe tho he missed so much
his is his own kind of tragedy, in the sense of like
you know when you read something about a plane or large boat accident and there's like that one guy who like. wasn't supposed to be there but got like. a free ticket, or diverted on, etc
fucking destroys me every day the only reason he's there is because he saw someone who was well liked but lonely and made friends with her
one kind act made others decide to doom him
shin --> sara the moment a quiet realisation pops like a soap bubble
going over here to avoid derailing bunny's plurk but thinking about shin assuming he's dislikeable again
annie showed me this character who just. has very shin tsukimi vibes and hhhh
me like what do the transfer students look like before they wake up bc i'm thinking about shin looking like this now
but if they looked the same i've got the urge to faceclaim this guy for the one of shin's students that didn't make it :' )
yoichi would make a good yogen npc esp when hes still wearing his school uniform
now hes a lad you could take out back like old yeller for failing his chem final
he is just a little lad... SDFDGSDFDG
me like 'he exists in this school in my heart........... in the wisteria now'
i mean he just could be an unawake transfer...like how L is just a canon npc student
noooooo he'll be back in two months
clings to him
OR THE VICE PRESIDENT WILL HAVE TO DO IT AGAIN
sdsdsfdgfdsfd he can't do it.......
i was thinking about how i wanted to make a mika journal but only so i could make an aesthetics page and put this on it
i'm getting into it years late
vampire boys have me feeling unwise (it's mika. wuv you mika)
SDSJDJLKD i hope u enjoy i stopped reading somewhere in it but
yeah it's such over complicated bs but i'm invested 🥲
i'm experiencing it vicariously through annie and i love what i see
also my tag inbox is the smallest it's ever been and I know dreamwidth has been eating notifs so lemme know if we have threads that want moving
me contemplating like
would spirit-sight light detect shin's soul wound
i'll leave it unstated for now bc that could have metaphysical ramifications for the rest of yogen
OHHH we should ask ori that actually bc I remember when fake clamor was around had komaeda used his hacking gun we would have known it was not clamor
CRYING AT HIS SOUL WOUND ACTUALLY
ooooh i'll put that on the FAQ then
dsfddsfdgf me getting that 'hey wouldn't it be fun if' bug
HELPPP NOT US LOOKING FOR FUNNY LIL FLAVORTEXT TO ADD IN TAGS
hope ori agrees its good and funny so we can have it
i love these little details so much honestly
yessss i hope so too
crying bc it means nene saw shin come out of the room with it, as well
OOOOK THE TOTEM u know what considering what they're used for I can see that it gives you a perk like that
OK NOW I CAN REPLY TO U I was waiting for the verdict c:
yisssss
and it makes sense that something that expensive comes with perks
TBH so I can respect it, where is his soul wound komaeda may not see it but he can touch it maybe it'll make shin all tingly inside
dsfdgffdg it's where the bullet wound was... if you could see it it would look kind of like
hang on
just sort of a radiating spider web
i think it was his right shoulder? one of his shoulders
touching it probs is more psychological than anything else, flesh is a nice protective barrier for a soul
but yeah in case komaeda was wondering why shin was only using one of his arms to type and the other was dangling at his side the whole time during the narumi thing, that's why
he's just having a Nice Day
still not over noticing the two dents in the casing he hit that thing
- hard enough to dent it
- twice
- fast enough to run away before anyone could just WALK AROUND THE COMPUTER BANK
shin's an interesting guy in that he'll like
whiplash like a cut piano wire but it's hard for him to sustain it
OK i just had to know even tho its not physical sometimes psychologically its a bother if someone goes near it bc of the reminder maybe BUT THERES ALWAYS ASKING WHAT WAS WRONG W HIS ARM ok ok i know what to do i thought of the most annoying thing im sorry shin
it's like his death bullet wounds; sometimes he gets phantom pain in them
but they aren't actually physically 'there'
i was like 'oh right wasn't there blood on his jacket from it' but then i remember that it was raining so it might have got washed out
komaedaling synergy will help
fgfhfgfsdgfhdsd the telepathic komaedaling hivemind
i love that it's a tradition now for shin's jacket to get blood on it every mission
hope this continues with whereever we're going in the woods
SAME LET US IN THE WOODS TO GET BEAT UP THERE TOO
still thinking about the concept of breaking into the bathroom mirrors now
or like.
how to get the fourth floor door to do that funky universe hub thing again
shin --> komaeda he'll get around to detect but first, minor petty revenge for whenever komaeda messes around with his things
i went through bonus ac to see what ones are currently useable but don't actually know how the hope bullets work bc they're only in that one boss fight rip
i needed to buy a new bullet
CRYING OVER SHIN WANTING MINOR PETTY REVENGE BUT HE CLICKS THE HARDEST BULLET TO MAKE
HE DID GET ELECTRICITY FIRST AT LEAST
which fits his themes sort of, he does get a taser at some point
sdfdgf fuck. i should regain that. to the list
i'm guessing it fizzes bc hope not strong enough :" )
SHIN IS SO CUTE he makes me want to regain him a hacking gun too just so u can use that icon as much as u want. SJDSLKDJLSDLJK NOT HIS TASER his electricity themed... thats so cute
its gunne fizzle his hope is so small but its getting there im crying
HOW THE HACKING GUN MOCKS HIM NOOOO
yissss
I was like. expecting electricity theme to continue in yogen but he's picking up fire here which is interesting
the two are closely related tho, i can have this
sdfdgfsfdgffdgf god is there more than one in dr were they ever mass-produced... adsf maybe in xmas an ordinary megaphone shows up in his stocking and allows him to be absolutely insufferable
dsfdgfsfdgf hacking gun like 'COME BACK AFTER MORE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT'
from Glitch, by jenna moran
but i'm just imagining a very small fuzzy hope just sort of sadly rolling out the barrel now
YESSSSSS IN UDG they're produced to defeat the monokuma units so the future foundation has a ton of them IM CRYING AWWW NOT HIS LIL MEGAPHONE hope he thinks its like the hacking gun and uses it but i think shin having just a lil megaphone in general would be chaotic. if he cant get no sleep cuz of us, we aint gunna get no sleep cuz of him
AND THAT SSO CUTE YESSSS I LIKE THAT imma steal this actually saves it in my qoutes channel
THAT'S THE MOOD
hang on where's that one video
yissss Glitch and Jenna in general is so good for quotes, the one i have on shin's dw account is from her actually
jenna is my new bestfriend my jenna tazuna
SFDGDDSFDG MUCH RECOMMEND HER WORK
actually lemme fetch that quote bc i like it so much
this lives in my brain rent free at all times and i was like
emotion route shin has this now
i also like the way this is written YES this is my NEW best friend and now its gunna live in my brain rent free
EXACTLY YOU GET ME
dsfdgf i referenced it in a tag bc i am that nerd
jenna's writing style is just
which is also a ref to silent snow secret snow's quote of 'Something of cease, and peace, and the long bright curve of space.'
and is ALSO a ref to his moon theming
it's a layer cake of self-indulgence
thinking about bunny talking about yttd's in universe game design and also thinking about this
i can headcanon something like this was in the draft stage for it at some point and nobody can stop me
also the gifts for shin have me like
meorry xmas......
how warm can shin be the challenge
thank you so much nms and ehn
im crying he def will be wearing/using these he is going to be SO SNUG
he's checking the usb on the school computer not his own but that's just habit
i gotta make an art of him in yogen now bc of that cat beanie
maybe when i get around to getting him glasses
i also need to think about how i'm going to give people his gifts, I have a whole list but hmm
NOOO SHIN IS SOOOO CUTE FOR THAT ACTUALLY hes gunna wear all those lil pins on his scarf and komaeda will be : ) and shin gunan be like wtf he smilin abt.............
SHIN A LIL SANTA (pleading) im excited dto see him in his holiday cheer era. just pile them in front of peoples doors so no one has to see him
sdfdgfhfgfdgf he's actually putting them on his gacha rock slash rei gift shelf bc he doesn't want to lose them to accidentally coming off :' )
but he WILL be wearing those beanies constantly
'wtf he smiling about' that's the mood i love it so much
dsfdgffsdg oh he'll def be doing it anonymously where he can get away with it i'm crying
especially after the whole 'i totally murdered my students' thing, makes things a bit awkward
nooo that's so cute
catboy shin era has started

shin...........im crying
komaeda said he wasnt gunna cat boy alone
yesssss
the cat math was foreshadowing
NOO I LAUGHED BC IF HE WEARS THOSE BEANIES
fdgfhgdfsf subtle positive reinforcement
he only has one of the two original ones now that keigo has one now
sighs the final contender thats left to steal when komaeda sees it its on sight, but the other beanies? he doesnt mess w them but myb e he should so shin can be protective of those too
but yeah gift giving isn't so much of a thing in japan on christmas but i'm also going off that moment in ytts where he tries to get seaweed for someone I think he's the sort that does like to show affection this way
SFDGSD all i can think of is that komaeda has that same energies as that post that's like
'i trap a wasp under a cup. a magician appears and puts down two more cups and starts shuffling them'
YEAH. FOR SOUP
bc they're on a desert island so any food is good to have
secret ytts revelations: shin is actually a really good swimmer, when his stamina holds
i cant stop laughing over the starts shuffling them im crying
we need to import some seaweed into the school see what shin can make for us on the snowy days
it's a top teir piece of tumblr comedy
dsfdfsfd he already complained to nene about not being able to get the fresh stuff im crying
also can't wait for shin and sara to have a staredown over who gets to keep the stocking itself
OK THE STOCKING IS SO CUTE TBH
it's the perfect choice too they both love black cats
put in inaba's gift a little early, to allow for planning, the rest will be closer to xmas
getting around to finally writing this month's catchall wheezes and the open prompt i was going to use has completely disappeared from my brain, time to go fishing
did find this while looking for the art tho
shin --> ranger surely my hypothetical logic route self would make all the smart decisions
self indulgently contemplating them meeting and god they'd get on each other's nerves
they'd be so polite and smiley at each other
everyone kill lint fo rthis
whats the most evil thing of all is that this tag is backdated so i cant even have sara tell the truth. forced to lie by lints all consuming wickedness
help help im being murdered back
YOU STARTED THIS WAR PLUNGED SKYRIM INTO CHAOS AND NOW THE EMPIRE IS GOING TO PUT YOU DOWN. AND RESTORE THE PEACE

KARMA HAS COME FOR ME
we thought the reveal wouldnt be "that bad" and then lint loads up the shotgun and makes sara lie really blatently a month before
how could this happen, i say, being struck by the arrow i fired upwards a month ago and also now
mutual agreement to wait until their cr is in a place to survive it vs one 'hey what if' thought who will win
shin --> sara thank god for the cocoa thread with helena rn bc it's doing so much heavy lifting in stopping him from wanting to press the issue
shin --> joe pants on fire would be nice this roof is freezing
"it's not a big deal" DUDE.... LMAO
it's just a little being shot and killed
sfdgfgsfdgfhgdfdsfdv
just tiny a little being filled of lead
contemplating the christmas party
shin's not the most social/fan of noise but he survived the sleepover so maybe if he sticks to the walls/relatively chill parts
nene will lure him out with Soup
Soup..... he cannot resist the siren call
nene, through observation: Gacha Addict who Like Soup
and she is Right
is soup not the gacha of foods
loving this trend of shin and ranger and vending machines
noooo shin
me too though, it's so great
i love all these little recurring motifs, yogen is so good for them
shin really is food oriented huh :' ) even when the food is electricity
argh fuck the half-written post to komaeda got eaten
NOOO WHERE IS UR TYPIO IS THAT WHAT ITS CALLED
fdgfgggdfdfgf it was bc i had it in preview, lesson learnt
omg i thought it worked in preview too this is so evil
my karma for making the heart shoot @ midori im sorry god please dont take my hubris out on lint
i mean typio (?) might, I'm not sure
but usually the tabs keep it if it's just in the reply box
i am living life on the edge
sdfdgfsdgf nooo i loved that
i can remember the gist of it, at least
OH MY GODDD I HATE UR LIVING LIFE ON THE EDGE YOU DO WHAT YAMA DOESSS
MOST OF THE TIME THINGS ARE FINE
MOST... of the time
i'll sort out the specific prompts tomorrow
note to myself also about the two character thoughts remaining
lessee... what else is on the list while i've got the elusive energy
shin --> senku i forsee googling 'overpowered dnd builds' in my future
also hmm we should probably do something to do with the robotics club at some point..... something to bring up tomorrow i think, this is a reminder
maybe the network cats could be that thing
busts down the door NETWORK CATS
a little bit of levity and joy for everyone frantically cramming
since threads in November count, i think if we do that, then that plus the Culture Festival part will cover it nicely
Yeesss, I think so! Honestly I think we all need it with finals this month wheezes
dsfdgfhgdf Exactly yeah
then there's just what we'd icly submit as 'proof of activity'
there's rei but hmm
december in yogen.... these poor kids
shin --> sara so many alarms are going off in the little Inside Out control station in shin's brain
note to self for when i wake up; do some math about fridge and carrying capacity
NOT KOMAEDA WAS WATCHING shin is a real bro didnt even rat out komaeda
OH TALKIN BOUT THAT did u wanna thread that actually so we have it so ranger can also call us idiots as we throw meat in the coffin im kinda crying. helena and shin having this srs thread. shin komaeda and ranger seeing how many stacks of meat can go in the coffin
NOT SEEING HOW MANY STACKS OF MEAT CAN GO IN THE COFFIN
ddsfdgfgdffdgf WE CAN i gotta wait until the focus clouds part but i'll write up something in the catchall when they do
shinplification in action
shinplication is the best goddamn word thank you so much mira
i was just crying over how srs helena and shin is and what was happening WHEN it was going on
'yttd is a comedy' i repeat into the mic
sdfdgff the contrast kills meee
helena just needs him to not lie to her its that easy
its not really LYYYYIIINNNGGGG
its just... not telling the whole truth
the shin lied as easily as he breathed, and about as well
fdgfhgdfgfds 'from a certain point of view....'
from a certain point of view she can also half drown him in the pool
i love helena, she's not having it
SDFDGFSFGDFSD
but where did he lie adams-san
u gotta trust ur friends a lil more...smh
not shin losing the lucky number
it's okay one more and he gets to nine which is his unlucky number
dsfdgfgfdsd 'u gotta trust ur friends more' im cryng
which is the opposite of simplifying
he's got his shovel and he's gonna dig
it's when u make things too complicated and self explosive
and then someone kills you dead in a word battle
this but it's helena on the other side
dsfdgdfsf komaeda believing in him im crying
he feels despair in there but hope will win out
this is why he was looking with the popcorn and binoculars
"he can suddenly show up because he sensed something despairful or hopeful would happen." snifflin
fdgfhfdg it's his summoning requirement
all komaedalings have one, they just show up when they sense smth
nms!
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
WHEN SARA WAS COMING FOR THE PHONE AND HE POPPED UP
IM CRYING KOMAEDALINGS HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO BUT COME UP WITH SOMETHING HOPEFUL EMOTIONAL DESPAIRFUL AND LOGICAL IS HAPPENING
it's why you have to provide such moments if you're going to keep one, it's necessary enrichmen
you will have a good day today fellow komaedaling
NECESSARY ENRICHMENT PLEASEEEEEE thats their serotonin for the day their lil high poppin up
it really iiis
breaks up the monotony

feeling very called out
the other notes site i use is broken so i had to use that one that gambles with your note size im tearing up
IM CRYING OVER SHIN GETTING MILK NOOO HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHOS BEHIND THE DOOOOORRR
dsfdgfsdgfgfd i'm playing roulette every time, it's fitting
YEAH IT KILLS ME
'what you are in the dark' except it turns out at his default shin is nice :' )
adsfdgf note to self to fix the post it link, whoops
i didnt even realize bc it looks fine in my gmail i HATE this site links us the better broken one
oh BTW assuming len is it okay with it too am I okay to assume ranger's code got completed at end of Dec-ish? we can backdate so seriously no pressure I just wanna double check to make sure it's okay to assume ic for Jan threads since we're close
totally cool if you wanna hold off too! just getting ducks in a row
yep! i like the sound of that, esp given Ranger's Xmas present which... i'll flick to his inbox right now
one question, do you want him to have had the ability to look at his own code added into that or do you want to keep that on him for rp purposes?
sdfdgfg good timing i was about to ask also for ducks in a row purposes
yeah that's fine with me on both things
we same brain...

YEAH let him look at his own code since he's smart enough to still ask for help I feel so it'll just give him agency
HECK YEAH makes typy finger motions
time to be jailbroken
this is so cute omg
me, earlier in the year, i should do more with that side of him
now that i am ive just got my hands pressed to my face like BOY
dsffgdfsd the present is cute thooo it's the perfect gift
me every time a yttd uses red text
:'''' ) im crying this is the first time I've used it i've been holding out
i was like writing about the heat haze on the word and then i was like
wait. that... probably does mean it's red
yttd red text...
me like iw as so caught up in christmas i forget thats near the end of the month
this shin an dhelena tag is so tastey
SFDGDSDFDGFDDF i'm sobbing as i press post each time
shin --> rantaro + kaede if introducing ranger to someone is the white cat hissing, introducing shin is like that skittish cat that's not sure if it wants to run away
also gonna slowly work through giving xmas presents!
THEY'RE JUST HAVING FUN AND IT KILLS ME
he gets one use of it in his life, like a movie
merry christmas! : D well, boxing day for me

merry merry!
also i cried over the anti gift i think that was genius
it's to make murdering there just a little harder im crying
PLEASEE ITS SO CUTE THE ESCAPE ROUTES
komaeda having half the mind to fiddle with the directions but he kills on the ground floor and brings them up they can stay for a lil
'if i ran at sou he would catch me in his arms' 'no i'm holding soup!!' crash
fdgfhggf he didn't think it entirely through but that's okay komaeda's nice like that
NOOOOOOOOOOO NOT THE YARN BALL
sighs as i open ps to see if my brain might be onto sumn
NOOOOOOOOOOO NOT THE YARN BLL
fdgfhgdffd plurk wishes to share your enthusiasm
i hope shin isn't an art critique bc im kinda crying
dsfdsdfdsd he's used to sara's art it's okay
IM CRYING MOMENT OF TRUST ME VS SARA'S ART
WHAT IS SARA DRAWING THAT U SAY THIS NOOO
this is supposed to be a lion.
im suddenly wondering if they used kid sara's drawings in some of the attraction designs
CRYING IF HER DAD WOULD JUST. DO THAT
IT'S HANGING THEM ON THE FRIDGE, ASUNARO STYLE
sorry ranger if any of your design insperations were an eight year olds terrible drawings
this thing is lurking somewhere in the building... waiting....
Sara understood cats have nine lives so this is just the eevee lionlution line as a ghost
if only Joe understood true art
only keigo and chiaki like her art......misunderstood in her time.
she's got a powerful abstract vision
one day sara originals will be worth millions...
ugh being able to live in a time where we can see it up close, 2021 will be shaking
UGH i'm crying over sara and shin but at least i have the idea of the attractions being based off an 8 year old's drawings to soothe me
hehehehe we're cracking the finely aged pain vintage for xmas
we've been planning this since putting shin in the game
and yesssss it's like those posts you see of an artist taking a kid's drawing and doing their version of it except more murdery
GOD merry christmas to both off you huh
it's so good though sighs

it iiiiiiiis
some good ol delicious agony
ah heck drunk deleted my tags
time to go to bed i thinkkkk more tomorrow
shin's defeatist streak is interesting
shin --> sidney me thinking how far he's come that he's willingly handing someone a weapon
had a dream where I'd been playing two other characters i'd had to drop for ac? can't remember what they were
also headsup that it's nearing the end of the month, so if you have any november threads with me you'd like to boomerang for the bonus AC, just let me know!
IM CRYING IMAGINE USING BLOOD AND WE GET SENT TO THE VOID
komaeda opening the door closing his eyes
shin: wow this is so awkward so true
I MEAN AS LONG AS IT DOESN"T TOUCH THE FLOOR....
sfd just make sure you slide the post it image side up
dsfdgfsds so true worstie
UR RIGHT maybe next cat tac paw they can go into symbolism color hell
dsfdgffgdf god man now i'm wondering if you can make die from red spider lilies hold up
pass on the knowledge when u find out
i also found out the flowers are sometimes called 'hurricane flowers' because they respond to heavy rainfall
the fact that it's a colloid is a bit telling, you have to put some elbow grease in to make it behave
dsfdgf just realised i spelled it die not dye up there whoops
me sitting here im so excited abt lint checking if we can make death from those maybe theyre poisonous
me: o... oh yes ahaha i meant dye too
IM CRYING NOT HOW I GOT EXCITED FOR SUMN INSANEEE
sighs wheres the ultimate painter theyd have this done for us in a jify
dyes are easy, lightfast dyes... trickier
but for tic tac toe you don't need anything too special
DGFDGFDDS someone gorinto edgar for art advice
you could give someone a bad time?
it's what makes daffodil bulbs poisonous too
Eating the bulb can cause severe irritation of the mouth and stomach upset. These symptoms are usually not life threatening and resolve within a few hours.
Usually, the only treatment required is rinsing the mouth well and drinking water or milk. If vomiting and diarrhea persist, watch for dehydration. If a person is having severe throat pain, difficulty swallowing, or drooling, medical evaluation and treatment is needed.
dsfdgdf potion of shit yourself
mind you this is all like. people eating the bulbs, i don't know how concentrated it could get in a tea
shin --> sara history never repeats, i tell myself before i go to sleep
me like: shin's trusting someone with a weapon :' ) he's come so far
five in universe days later: almost dies to someone he trusted
hang on where's that thing
im trying to find the one animatic i got that from
it's the update from sou central
i need to redraw that honestly now i figured out how his hair works, that panel's the one that held up the most
SIGHS LEAVING THE PRESENT COOKIE.... SHIN ... does he know what he does to me
dfdgfgdfsdsfgd he's gonna max it out at this rate
i hope he likes the lil cat of him thought it was genius to make the final x
yessssss he does
he's gonna squint at it later and be like hey that's me
i'm sorry i couldn't get the colour blending trick to work with my eyes
god its difficult on the eyes its a stretch but
if you used the lil booties
OH
i love themmmm the lil booties
god that reminds me one day i need to get shin fingerless gloves bc it feels like he should have them and he doesn't
those are the booties now, in my mind
NOOOO FINGERLESS GLOVES ARE SOOO CUTE YESS
he can type and be warm....
we have to commit to the cat theme lint
im crying he's got a cat hand on the mouse
im on the wrong side of google

THIS MEME
dfsdgfs shin has not touched enough grass and that's the problem
shin --> naegi looking at the date to see this is still when shin like. approaches people :'' )
well i tell a lie, he probs would but it'd be weirder
that's shadow sou's name now
ugh dark shim tell me ur secrets
i hope he shows up again in 3-2
thinkin how i gotat get there
ugh dark shim fondness increases
given it's usually like, a year and a half between updates you've got time
SFDFDFDG us the two on each side of the yttd door
I JUST WANT MY HUSBAND TO BE PERCEIVED
we are sighs.. no you do have time tho, it'll be awhile i'm sure
i'm working on a list of where the colour symbolisms crops up, i will link u when done
how i use dup all my saves
already some interesting things showing up!
me and annie agreed she has the memory lantern now
but shin's salty about it
i don't blame him, she took the lantern AND the stocking
the stocking was the golden apple of discord
i love ranger's justifications for cominggg
shin left sara alone and she robbed him. sad!!
ranger: we should talk
shin: for counternarrative purposes?
ranger: for emotional health but sure
you guys were screaming at each other everyone knows your business now
it was on a rooftop! in a mostly empty school!
really good place to get murked
okay you know what that's fair, probably just a few weirdos then depending on how soundproofed the building is
yeah come on sara isnt a trial 1 killer
fdgfhgdb she knows what she's doing
im crying this is like the second time bc one of his tallies is he met her alone to show her memories and she accidentally ended up killing him with a blank
it went sliiiightly better this time
:' ) she had to put him down with a real bullet like old yeller
that sara was very unhappy that loop
it's true though inaba or somebody was probably mindin' her own business in the school and she just happened to be near a window and hears screaming
i'm mostly joking, my house is just really poorly sound proofed and i have two windows so i like hear ppl all the way at the end of the block
stop killing each other please??
dsfdgfdfgf inaba banging on the ceiling with a broom like SOME OF US SLEEP HERE
poor classroom sleepers smh
:''' ) at least it was just that one time?
she got her memories back suddenly and panicked bc sudden trauma and she didn't know blanks weren't just toys....
ikr.... they don't need yelling matches....
she was mostly just trying to get him to back off and away and oops
ohhh honey... face in hands
why are the yttds such disaster kids
they really are..... but we love them anyway
it's the being groomed for death game nods
shin for the love of god you're already feeling terrible
pls smack sense into him ranger
i do love ranger deciding to hear him out first
yeah he knows how shin is so
he knows when he needs the mister
the cat language
my heart :'' ) he's returning the favour
i had no idea their cr would go this way and i love it
IT IS, our yttd kitties... i knooow i never expected them to get close but i'm so pleased with how they've developed
they really do.... time for healing
or uh... dealing with the fallout of the last abcess being popped
dsfsdfd just like cats, if you keep them in the same house and stop them biting each other eventually they warm up to each other
thinkin how i used that at helena... truly let it leak children
this thing has been festering under the surface of their for six months so.... at least it's out in the open? :"'' )
that really is what happened isn't it?? they just eventually stopped hissing and growling at each other... but man, yeah, this relaly needed to happen though because there's no way they can heal with that
now they just sit in the same room or briefly check in :' )
exactly yeah.... and it helps they were sort of... starting to make inroads before this happened, like shin hinting at his involvement in joe's death, sara revealing her fears about being like midori, joe remembering and forgiving sara, like they had this scaffolding starting to build up a bit
im hhh thinking about how shin's isolated himself but also piled all the gifts he's gotten from everyone onto himself
日和
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
oh shin
日和
3 years ago @Edit 3 years ago
I'm heartbroken
tangible reminders :'''' )
i don't think he's consciously aware he's doing it either... kills me it also still includes the plushes he won with sara
this just showed up on my twitter
HE NEEDS THE STRONGEST AURA HE CAN GET RIGHT NOW
i love that like, people wanting to know the truth has left a mark on him
.... maybe nene should continue handling the Telling People Theyre Dead thing
she does it much gently sadfk;jl
dsfdgfgdfsfgfgdf shin's two modes: lie like a rug and rip off the bandaid
well, that's a lie, he is trying to do it gently. he's just....... bad at doing it gently
next time he'll come get you nene
she's got the psychopomp skills
he got some practice with joe but like.... not great to mess up
im crying i want this to come up in their scarf thread now
though really... shes going to be infinantly more distracted by bruises :')
:'''' ) poor nene honestly
the brother curse almost struck
......................... YEAH. YEAH IT SURE FUCKIN DID OH NO
IT'S COOL HE'S OKAY HE'S FINE
he can't die until sara wants him to and she suddenly stopped wanting him to

im crying