Imperfect (again) delivered the box incorrectly, this time to the mail room where anyone can just take things
when the help chat asked if I was home, I told them that I wasn't... because that's easier than saying "I'm home but I'm currently sick and also I can't pick up large boxes without injuring myself, so I wait for my partner to get home from work to get them"
also this particular box didn't have any super vital groceries in it, so if it gets swiped before she gets home, i'm okay with just taking a refund for it
whereas some weeks i'm screwed when that happens
so... for the first time in history, they actually got the driver to turn around and go back??? which has never happened ever???
and he couldnt get in this time, because he shouldn't have been able to get in the first time. the package lockers are out in the garage, but he somehow went past them and got into the building to put them in the mail room instead.
so the guy from imperfect called me to ask if there's any way to get the driver in the building, because the office isnt answering him trying to buzz in.
so... I COULD say hey actually I lied, I am upstairs but I am not coming down to get my box because I'm sick and I hurt all over, but I'll let your dude in
but I'm sick and I hurt all over??? and he messed up in the first place, like they keep doing almost every week, leaving boxes just wherever instead of looking at the delivery directions and putting the boxes where every single other delivery place has managed to figure out
I dont want to put on pants and shoes and a mask and go all the way down to the lobby to let him in
i'm sick. i hurt. i'm pissed off.
so i said that the guy probably either has to wait for someone to go through that door and let him follow, or wait for whoever is manning the office to come back, idk
and i want to feel bad for not going down there, and normally i would, but maybe it's the being sick part that has temporarily removed my ability to feel guilty and responsible
eh, you don't owe the dude a single ounce of your mind when he just can't read notes. you deserve to rest and relax, fam
audiophilic: thanks friend

trying to strengthen my skills of not giving any fucks where they are not actually needed
squishes, it's a difficult skill lmao