I really wanted to do things, but my brain has other ideas

the short version is my ADHD medication isn't working and I have spent the past several weeks alternating between hyper-fixating on something incredibly stupid or staring at a wall unable to make a decision

and I am just now sort of coasting to the end of the month for my appointment to fight for better medication

so I have no idea when tags are coming, and this really sucks

What really sucks is it's actually effecting my job performance, but I am usually so on top of things no one has noticed it takes me 3 days to respond to an email

I'm sorry friend. That sounds really frustrating <3 <3

Take care of yourself first and foremost. Pretendytimes will always be here waiting for you when you can get back to them.

^^^

also I know it's kind of trite but

if you're able to get some good sleep (I know sometimes it's really hard especially with adhd) that can go a long way

whatever helps you best take care of you

yeah, hope you feel better soon bud

thanks everyone

I"m mad because I wanted to do things

portolan: Nah you're not wrong. I always try to go to bed around 11 and it never happens, lmfao. Getting to sleep isn't a problem, but getting to bed is