Me: finally puts in the effort to stop eating shit im allergic to just bc it tastes good. Eats a vitamin. Goes on a walk

Me: feels leagues better than i have in ages

omigosh, mood, it sucks. why are bodies like this?

we have to do maintenance?

Im not genuinely bitter this is a silly thing to be angy about im just like THIS DOESNT MEAN WEIRD DIET PEOPLE ARE RIGHT lol

This is bullshit i hate having a human form lmao

On the plus side i went outside and ran around in a larp yesterday and on the one hand my body is absolutely riding the chemical high of sunlight, exercise, and human contact

that high is so dang good

kadath: literally EXACTLY lol

OMG RIGHT IT'S SUCH BULLSHIT

Im fucking getting a gym membership and frankly i am disgusted

(one of us, one of us)

kadath: holy shit that picture is me

but god yeah I feel this so much

when people ask about ways to manage depression I always answer "look, I know it sucks a lot, but exercise"

and god like I have an ED so I won't get into it much but when I'm actually eating well, I feel so much better. and it's like "but why is it so hard to start??????"

Yeah i wont get into my own issues with food, body image, and being chronically ill but i am very fortunate to have a supportive partner who knows my shit and can keep an eye to make sure im not straying off my plan

Either way im grumpy that i have to physically do shit to feel good i didnt sign up for this lol