he was like "well you've obviously thought about this and the waitlist will give you even more time if you decide to change your mind" after i detailed the past like, 6 years of me figuring out that i had gender shit going on at him

but w/e i made the call so it's one small step i finally got around to making

now i wait for a minimum of 3-4 years bc that's what the regional clinic's backlog is according to the trans uk subreddit lol