提自己
reg asking cissa if she cares about andy then why she'd never contact her
cissa looks away

cissa: dont tell her its me

reg: 有口話人冇口話自己

pad到底係會喺死完之後加入玩死人笑話定係會triggered

死人俱樂部

reg: you have to die once to join the club
pad: i totally died when i fall into the veil

+0

+1

寫啦柒頭

點解文唔可以噠啦咁寫出嚟

排版!!!

點樣嘅排版好睇啲!!

會唔會太譖氣

reg was being called a 替代品/安慰獎
pad is mad
reg: tbh he's not wrong tho, I am a spare, we both know that, to mother, to the family, to my frds, even to dark lord
pad: no you're not
reg: tell yourself about that/speaking of the one who replace me easily, so persuasive *eyes rolled
pad: how many times do I have to explain this, you, are, not, a, spare!/

/pad: I didn't replace you with James
James was never your replacement, you are you, and he is him
he is like a bro to me, but you are also different to me, there's nothing to compare, I will go to music fest with him but I won't go to his room and hug him on his bed on stormy nights

想睇狗血
失憶reg比普通人執咗返去養

reg房門口個牌重喺度
雖然佢唔覺得真係會起到啲咩作用
但係起碼可以表達佢嘅立場

baby black

"Did you bring something with you?"
Reg can't believe they're talking, like really talking.

"Wt?"

"From azkaban. I did, have some souvenirs with me from the lake, do you have any?"

皆大歡喜

戰後everyone lives

reg talking about barty?
"he was my frd, more than a frd, for a long time, he to me was like your brother with other mother to you."
"excuse me"
"shut up/its either you talking, or me talking/ if you want to hear, you should stop talking. "
pad's facial expressions shows disagreement, but he mute himself

幽靈au
he escaped the prison yet stuck in another, the only difference is that there will be no dementor hovering nights over nights but memories.
endless memories.

flipped the open sign

1961
1964

barty係1962

又名：reg不斷挑眉

齋計characters都萬八
咁字數可能萬三?

reg said smth and everyone's looking at him
reg: 幹，我不習慣這個
he wants to lay low, not getting used to be the centre of everyone's attention

遲早要寫時光倒流七十年梗入去
影相嗰part

reg is suicidal
so he volunteer to dangerous mission
many like sneaking into gringott?

發現我原來仲未決定好兩兄弟之前點相處

pt 3 = reg realises that he still care

pt1&2 = adapting his new life

pt 4 = picking up their relationship?

pt 4&5 reg need to keep secrets from his brother

won't let him know what he's working on

我都係死返去寫嘢先

hurry the fuck up

omg原來係同一個人

現在活躍嘅cp民係咪得返我哋兩個

提醒自己reg唔好自爆
cut in deep

maybe reg noticed when pad falls into the veil, he falls with a smile and accepts his own fate? and that's kinda suicidal too???

Once reg saved him, Reg thinks his bro will be fine bc he has so many ppl around him, care abt him

點樣喺六部之後表現到reg嘅蛇特質

how can he help

maybe when reg saw the veil in pt5 battle
he hears the veil's calling
"come back"

but then he saw pad's about to fall into the veil

then he shake away that thoughts

reg: I'm trying so very hard to ignore wt happened and pretend it never happened so that we could talk casually again, why won't you just take the hint and go with the flow just like everyone would do
他早知道si從小開始就這樣
明明忍一下就能翻篇的事總要戳破搞大讓任何人都下不了台

哥: but it did happened, you can't pretend it
it what you always do, reggie, avoiding conflicts, 'mom said your frd is a filthy mudblood, let her be', 'dont go against mother', but wt do you got last time huh? get yourself into a racist murder lunatic cult and speedrun your life in less than 3 yrs!
you can't avoid things bc it'll get back to you

you can't avoid our talk eventually bc it is there

ok
but what about 哥 saw the canon timeline in the veil

so when he saw reg is running to his death he got real mad
哥: 有冇諗過你返唔到嚟會點

係咪寫得好累贅

係曾曾祖父!
唔係曾祖父!!!

but the thing is
a symptom of ptsd is re experiencing the trauma
but reg didnt re experiencing it
點算

this ch nearly done

it's been 84 yrs .jpg

reg: 都說了多少遍我沒有ooo，你是不是聽不懂英語，還是要我說法語，je ne suis pas...
哥: 行了行了

speaking of
: wt are reg's last words
: blublublublublu

"bravery"
reg sighs, to him, "brave" is a synonyme of "recklessly attempting suicide"

想知兩兄弟點text
但係每個人嘅setting同dynamic又未必啱用

有冇人寫下crimson peak au
or 兩兄弟喺旁人睇水火不容但其實私底下成日做愛

maybe
五年級大單嘢
when reg hears about it, he noticed pad is not with his frds
reg: when your brother of other mother abandon you, you could go back to bed for your blood brother's help

reg: looks like your brother is not going to help you this time, I could provide a solution, back up plan, in my own way
reg寫了封信回家要求讓他們轉校，理由是校長xxxxx

but maybe b4 reg send it, pad and his frds have made things up already???

然後reg燒咗封信

reg in pt3: Maybe I shouldn't come back here, too much memory

or reg發現唔知點解佢哥成日搵到佢
reg: 你跟蹤我?

in pt 3(?)
when reg met moon as the new dada prof
reg oO( another one already? )

reg知道ooo(sev perhaps)要做dada prof(?)
reg: 全校都知這個位置不安全
sev: 從甚麼時候開始變得迷信的
reg: 只是在統計學上來說歷來坐上這個職位的人都坐不長

oh no
what if they're both trying
but Reg tend to ignore/avoid the argue when si runs right into it

btw that's why 哥 madge
if reg is planning on something dangerous, he's not going on his own, he's asking for kre's help

instead of his brother

reg: what will you do then, run away again ? but this time there will be no potter's you can go to
si: will that's one of the drawbacks when it is you instead of james who made it back I guess

lmao it hurts so much

si: tell me you don't want it, then I'll stop
reg: you shouldn't ooo
si: you're not answering, do you not want it

- ouch it hurts
- you'll survive

- I love you
- it'll pass

si: 有沒有想過你會回不了來？你幹了些甚麼死在那個山洞裡根本不會有人知
reg: 起碼headmaster會知道
si表情一下子變得很難看
reg: 不是，只是覺得秘密始終會有人發現

尤其是知道對方一早就在懷疑

what if si and barty met in prison

will si ask barty if he knows where reg went

and barty blaming on si for leaving reg behind

好難諗
點樣先可以令個對話make sense

屌好蠢!!!!!!!!
搞錯部
第一部開密室

imma

寫得好悶
多洗嗲

幹唔想寫
crimson peak au 好難

好攰

睇人寫得幾好就好似處刑咗自己咁

支力

大家prefer心理健康嘅哥多啲?
or 哥 is the one fell in love first

但係如果哥心理正常嘅話咁reg要用戀愛關係嚟綁著佢作為確保家庭完整嘅方法唔太efficient
因為喺哥唔鐘意佢嘅情況下要develope哥對佢嘅依賴性已經需要一定effot

like如果哥單箭頭reg先嘅話就哥要脅reg&reg主動留人都make sense
但如果reg單箭頭哥嘅話只能係reg要脅哥/哥離開前嘅交換條件

或者試下現代rom-com
barty想色識reg並窮追不捨
然後reg有啲心動但係撳著自己trying so hard to not letting himself fall for barty bc he knows if barty met siri, he'll go for siri instead like everyone did b4

realise I'm working on the 3rd chapter

理性討論
如果reg揀barty嘅話某程度上係咪食緊siri代餐

in pt.5
reg: never liked pink anyway
siri: what do you prefer than, black?/ yeah you dressed like a victorian kid, you definitely don't like pink
reg: well, it's in our names, what do you expect c:

siri: how did you tell which is which (elves)
reg: are you that arrogant, ofc they're different./ are you that blind? just like how you differentiate ppl??
siri: but they all looked the same
reg: so are we? like can you tell which is fred when you see the twins?/can you tell which is which weasley kids
siri: ……no its different/wdym ofc I can tell

reg: see? that's the difference, bc you aren't paying attention, I wasn't paying attention

……唔想寫……
好懶……

reg: 甚麼是一個「可樂」

reg: (found nothing in lestrange manor,) 也許應該看點與horcruxes無關的書籍來放鬆一下，也可能看一個章節來恥笑一下……
可能看兩個章節……
三個……
---------------
事實是，醫學書比想像中有趣

dllm我起碼要寫到另一個主角出場先可以post第一章

唔係會好悶
#超慢熱
#捂唔熱

dora: 我媽媽是你的表姐，所以你是我的……
reg: 對，你就是我的親表姪女(first cousin once removed)
dora: ……
然後就看見dora和siri在一旁對暗號似的
dora: 表親(cousin)？
siri急不及待地點頭: 表親(cousin)。

shite
reg有冇殺過人
仆街
本身諗住佢冇

但係咁樣有冇洗白

雖然對我嚟講佢本身都白
但係有殺過人同冇殺過人嘅心理狀態應該要唔同
起碼都有加害過其他人
唔理係mix定係muggles

although I doubt that he can successfully cast a cruciatus

maybe he just cant?
tried to cast a cruciatus/ an avada and failed
and puked
was called a coward

bella要幫佢執屎

1.5-2 yrs of being a cult member
I don't think he'll need to kill or do actual work until he was graduated

即係18歲/17歲一半先開始真正嘅cult membre生崖

咁佢真係有可能冇殺過人
同埋成年之前ministry有追蹤絲
所以at least 17歲生日之前唔會比佢用unforgiveables

咁可能過17/18歲reg畢業之後先要真係出任務
之前淨係去集會
如果上戰場可能會對上phoenix

如果冇嘅話咁佢就淨係喺大本營虐待俘虜?
但係佢做唔到
or maybe when he failed, the Lord asked for a favour

but how about pad turns into a grim and wondering around with strays in the neighbourhood
and when something happens, he volunteers himself, "I know somebody" and smirks 😏

so he randomly calls a cat outside the window to help
and reg was like,
and pad was like, what, that was my connection/network

reg: you're a jerk
siri: I love you too

siri: you little shite
reg: I love you too *fake smile

: r u a graduate/which house are you from
: I'm from fr
: bbt then, I suppose?
: homeschooled, actually.
: ah, I see, but if you are one of our graduates, I do believe you would fit in...
: ……
: with the ravens
: ……
stereotypes c:

or maybeeeeeee
since reg and moon is the only two newbies
they can't quite fit in the circle, and moon approaches to reg
(reg: don't pls don't
but reg was dragged to the lib

ofc there are teachers and officers being kind to moon since they knew each other?
but, moon and minnie aren't really frds, and minnie is busy

Maybe moon gets along well with the gatekeeper???
so the only officer here t moon's age is sev btw

btw the 3 got their animagus form in their fifth yr

reg oO (oh that explains the scars)

他能表現得很健談，這在社交場合上需要用到
……
今天的健談限額用完了，明天請早

: I think you'll be a good raven
reg oO (thanks stereotypes)
: yeah, I guess so, I love…books, after all.

提自己
headmaster信reg唔代表headmaster底下啲人自然都信

reg同moon識落大機率啱嘴形
但係reg同moon一開始要識到都好高難度
因為偏見＆歧視

reg: oh you should've known something, photosynthesis? Peano existence theorem? Perpendicular axis theorem? nothing?????
siri: what of a merlin's pentie's are you talking about? wait, I thought you hate muggles?
reg: and I thought you love muggles, seriously? some of them are educated to muggle kids!

talking about self-destructive
rick self-destructive itself

btw
reg搵kre係reg自己行入廚房搵
可以理解為reg以前都試過主動搵kre 甚至大部分時間都係咁
所以如果話kre口中講reg好鐘意kre係kre嘅片面之詞
咁自己行入廚房搵佢而唔係召喚佢去書房就代表係客觀描述

結論
reg真係尊重kre

reg only been to the headmaster's office twice
one time was for orion's death
another was for him persuading the headmaster not to withdraw his brother

想知what will 哥's date be like
a super romantic get away trip?
天若有情?

have I mentioned this?

哥喺reg死咗之後怪老母
覺得reg點解會入會/參與戰爭/死亡都係因為老母嘅racist教育
reg: have you seen the clipboard in my room? that's pretty much my own decision
reg: what are you trying to prove

哥is simple, he's either love or hate
like walburga is a racist control freak, so he hate her
and andromeda, she married an outsider and got herself blasted from the taperstry, cool af, so she's his favourite cousin

and for reg
he must be an naïve, soft idiot, stupid yet good enough to accept whatever walburga taught him, that he became a racist murderous cult member and get himself killed
that is the only way to explain
or else why would siri still care about reg?
or else then why would he still ache for him?

↑可以用喺haunted

想知道哥究竟會唔會道歉

或者佢會對朋友道歉？
like moon?????

想知道哥有冇諗過reg可能係匿埋咗避世
其實佢喺睇到族譜之前應該肯定唔到reg死咗
但係未必make sense
因為reg唔會掉低屋企人

好似越寫越outfo

ok abt 二揀一
s其實一早決定好 點都唔會改變主意
同reg傾得越多只會令自己之後罪疚感越重

holyshit
this could be my first sit-com

水底：
喺第4部後speed up
stress++
suicidal++

屌啲描述唔撚掂
好弱

ok
check多次
reg係兩次都係佢主動去碗櫃/廚房搵kre

其實哥ff reg係被逼嘅arc可能可以放埋喺水底

ok
水底setting reg有殺過人
所以佢bargain係條件交換地做好事

頂
可能要整理下哥arc
佢點睇嘢同點睇reg
唔想塞太多idea入篇嘢度
唔係會樣樣都好表面

記
第五部開會
其他人因為身份抽秤reg
Headmaster提出身同身份唔會導致一個人係好人定衰人 重點係佢最後的選擇
reg: 翻譯一下就係我哋唔夠人用頂住先

鹿望著糾結兩兄弟心諗
我冇兄弟姊妹 係咪兄弟姊妹嘅相處都係咁

like maybe
siri: I know I was a shitty big brother, but you were also a shitty little brother back then

siri: I've been tiptoeing around for a year now, that ain't get us anywhere
reg: and I've been tiptoeing around it since our reunion! that's for our own good! can you just get the hint and shut up for that, you didn't give a shit then why would you do it now

I know I wasn't a perfect big brother by any standard, but you were also quite a shitty brother back then

reg to鹿仔in pt 5 or 6
人長大到某啲時候就會學到自己父母不如自己小時候所想像的那般完美

maybe compare with the Dursley? or reg himself and walburga

but the only thing we could be sure of is that they love us

意料不及
想睇下原本係點釋懷
最後睇到老友記時間
可能因為佢哋兩個定位都係主角死去的老豆的好朋友

lmao
佢哋用sev研究dark art同有反擊嚟spin

lmaoooooooo
理論：有兄弟姊妹嘅人唔會鐘意兄弟姊妹本
a wise man once said,
「不准确，有妈的肯定也看母系本，但绝对会避开人设接近于自己妈的人。如果不避开，那才是🤔」

what if siri一直睇兄妹本睇得勁爽
最鐘意睇啲宅系毒舌妹妹設定嘅
心諗自己又冇妹妹實冇死
直到鹿提及以上睇法

狗狗宇宙

shit我覺得鹿會睇母子本

然後哥心諗我睇妹系又唔關事
之後越諗越唔對路
見到reg都怪怪哋

好似又有力量寫了

pt4
when鹿仔goes to the kitchen
reg: what are you doing here
鹿仔: to visit a frd
sees dobby
reg oO (a friend...)

he rmbs the sound he makes when he's near and how he looks in pleasure
the things he shouldn't know, bc he is his brother

"stop right there"
"I'll go pick you up"

siri: ofc, you're walburga's precious little son/favourite
reg: I am the favourite?

reg: right, you're not the one sitting on the dining table hear them mentioning the ran-away first born every night, no matter how many first place of the yr I got, or the quidditch cups I won for slytherin, they always compare me to you

reg: I am no son but only a replacement of how they could've raise you

31 Oct 哥又去睇佢老友

如果reg有殺過人
reg: yes, I've done that
siri: but it's only one
reg: wdym??? one is bad enough/it's either I did or I didn't, only one can not justify the whole action!!!!!!
siri: I'm not saying that murder is OK, I'm just-
reg: just what
siri: I just want to tell you that you're different, different from them

siri: oh don't flatter yourself, you're not the first de I have to deal with, I've seen worse
like the headmaster said, more important thing is what you choose to do now, and you've chosen helping us, against them

reg oO( 做咗人godfather真係唔同啲 )

冇人發表意見

有了

or reg persuade/ask cissy/Lucius to think twice
: you were one of us, you know that there's nothing like "I'm done" in the cult
reg: I'm not asking you to deflect, no, just, next time when you have to do something irreversible, think about how the war end last time, leaving yourself a way out is never a bad thing

做人留一線
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