there's A Lot, and it's hard to tell if I'm overreacting because of how deeply piled things are getting. and I'm leaning really hard on my support system as I try to figure out "am I the asshole" or "am I asking for too much out of this situation"

We love you and we're glad to be here for you

you guys are amazing and I cannot overstate how much I appreciate everyone who has let me scream into a pillow next to you

I know it probably gets tiring when it's like "there has been a development in [thing that upsets me]: its still bothering me!!!!"

I still don't know if I'm sad or angry but whatever it is, I am still very It and it's a lot of pressure to put on people

rooting for you to kick the ass of what or whoever it is

aww thanks. this probably isn't a situation I can or should kick the ass of tho

l..lol so I just spent like a good minute and a half looking at my week's "keeping me alive" meds convinced I must have double dosed. I didn't. I was staring at 3 pills and positive I was looking at 2.

this is the level I'm at today.

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it be like that sometimes. brain is at Max and Done

LISTEN anything can get its ass kicked the question is just how metaphorically (or not). but just in case I'm throwing some Hang In There and All The Best Getting Through And Coping into the mix.