"there are so many reasons to second-guess this situation BUT YOU KNOW WHAT ITS FINE I will talk about being fine until I convince myself"

nothing is immediately wrong, please suck a dick, anxiety.

well now it's in my head and i have to click.....

also it's just quirky kids media but I still respect how the jams from zombies 3 are all lowkey like "a lot of life is about judgment and disappointment and you shouldn't let that stop you from doing your best and trying anyway"

multiple anxiety anthem bops

(also if you need to talk i am very awake bc what else is new)

oh no I'm good! my current anxiety beast hasn't even picked a home

just like "EVERYTHING IS 30 SECONDS FROM FALLING APART YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT" and it's like "I hope you don't plan on keeping me awake with this weak bullshit, brain"

it's sure gonna try, brains are assholes

usually I just set interpersonal relationships on fire but there are no convenient bridges to burn today apparently

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adult gifted kids all know this stress

oh wait maybe that's it. I dropped off some extra bread at my mom's job yesterday and she did that thing where she paraded me around to everyone and it was a lot of attention and a reminder of Expectations

I just didn't want it to go stale, not hear about all the expectations I can never live up to

lol guess the algorithms are listening in

sigh... reasons i will never get a degree lol

hahaha last summer there was a weekend where I was left alone with a challenging puzzle and I was like "welp this is going to be the next 16 hours of my life" and shikki was like ".......why tho"

and I was like "because it has to be done before I see my family again" and had this moment of clarity like "oh lol it's actually a lot of stress keeping up with being the effortlessly brilliant one"