My moods been down a bit but I know that's probably because I need my B12. Getting that Monday though...

Medical stresses of mine have been talked about before.
But at the start of March my parents have to go and get biopsies both. Just to rule out the Big C. My dad also has to have an op on his eye. That one should be okay. But the other two are worrying.

The 'Foster Situation' is still up in the air. We don't know what's happening so we've no idea wtf they're doing, whether we're coming or going.

Because of the above, we've no idea what the house situation is either. That and we have no idea what's going on with the new owners. Whether they're gonna up the rent and ruin us or...anything.

Work stress... I've my supervision on tuesday. With everything that happened with Ann I'm actually afraid. She dropped everyone in the shit when they called her in. "If I'm going down I'm taking everyone with me" kinda deal.

And while I don't think I've ever done anything bad... If she suspected me of anything, she might have tried. I could also be worrying about nothing and just trying to add to my own stress.

I think I might take a bit of a break from rp, honestly.

I really did enjoy my time at Jikan but it seems that everyone is going their separate ways and I need a little time to reset and work out what I wanna do and with who.

I think I might put a couple muses out to pasture.

I might wander back to my old meme comm when I feel like it's time to play again.

[MH] That aside... I'm feeling kind of...alone.

A little lost.

I don't want to bother anyone. I don't want to come off as clingy or desperate or needy. So I've kept a lot of stuff to myself. So really I think I'm my own worst enemy rn.

At the same time I think all I do is whine. That people are getting sick of me.

I don't know if I'm feeling depressed... Maybe I am. I know work as been a lot, and I've been unwell. Family and stuff... I've a week off work after tonight and I really need it.

Maybe it'll help with these feelings?

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling that way. I hope the vacation time helps.

It's all good. ^^; been feeling that way for a little while now. A vacation will hopefully help

breaks aren't bad

breaks are not bad at all and if you ever want to do a meme/psl with me I would be up for it