AM I READY I'm ready I'M NOT READy I'm fine IT'S FINE

/o/

finished all the work I can on this commission so I don't have to work today but

all the cleaning and double-checking is stuff I really shouldn't do too early or I'm going to spend all of Sunday anxiously wiping down counters

I checked the long-range forecasts and I will take 60-65 thank you

okay so clearly I just need A Task to do or else I freak out

I decided to run to the liquor store for "I can't handle the freakout get me drunk" and that helped so I went down to the workroom to sew something I had cut for Rose

sewing = no thinking about travel

/patpat

my brain apparently doesn't like being 2000% prepared for the thing

my impression of you

I mostly have horror emotes though

I'm mad that it was break week for One Piece because that would have been a welcome distraction

lmao the first wo are so apt

here's you on your way to japan

GOD

like, it won't be real until the plane is off the ground

I know that feeling haha

and then it's half an hour of AAAAAAAAAAAAA followed by 13 hours of kill me now, and then another half hour of AAAAAAAAAAAAAA LOOOK OUT THE WINDOW AAAA

lmao YEP

if the only glimpse I get of Fuji-san is out the airplane window, that's enough

look at that grand motherfucker ok time to enjoy the ground

here's you looking out the window as the ground becomes real

LMFAO OMG

IT'S TRUE

Rose has already decided that since she's been before, and seen the approach into Tokyo. she will give up the window to me in exchange for getting the window when we leave

and I'm all, yep that's fair

awww that's nice of her

I need to remind myself for the next 2-3 days that we're here to absorb and that includes visuals

however, until then, we have rum and ice cream to calm the nerves

haha a delicious wait

rite?

we have TO DOs like. vacuum, clean toilets, laundry

but that's for the weekend, not the next 6-9 hours

yeah and also that will only occupy a few hours and not keep you busy for much longer

a good distraction but not a useful one at the moment

yeah, I'm currently in the "rum is calming" phase because I can't do anything else right now

OH NO LOCAL WEATHER HURTS

"this is how things are going to be for X period" oh no I don't have to care what how

maybe some rain around the time our flight leaves? how is that so easy what how

It's almost time! Good luck getting things done!

almost!!!! which is probably the greatest stress

Waiting is so hard

Especially when it's this close

yep. when there's a handful of things to do but you can't do them until 24-36 hours out

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