Pana was the one who taught me about all these other things to appreciate about brba

I love Walt jr

Like the cinematography

The details of this show are just. Chef kiss

I haven't watched the opening in so long

It's so fucking funny

I've never watched it and have been meaning to. I might shove it up our priority list too.

God Mr white whiting out at the news of cancer. How I feel today re pana

Why is this series still so fucking good

Hank is such a fuck. So well done

COW HOUSE

this is such a good idea

CHEMICAL DISINCORPORATION

This show is so good and I never would have known about it without pana

God. I will never get the "happy birthday Mr president" video on my timeline from Pana ever again

I hate this so much

Found this. She did this as a gift for me.

When she played Adam across from my gansey

I have it framed

We're moving soon and it's going up in my office

God I'm just. Watching the start of Walt 's cancer treatment

Outpatient. Comfortable.

That's what pana's treatment should have been

2 weeks? 1 week? Since official diagnosis

Oh thank god my program director is letting me take the whole week off

Ah man so many medical what ifs running through my head

I'm so happy other people have great memories of her through rp land

My heart aches so much and my face hurts from crying so much the past couple of days

Salt from tears is. Extremely irritating to skin

I'm so grateful to Sean for giving me a chance to apologize to Pana while she was still alive

I'm glad you got to

yeah, absolutely

my nose so raw from dripping snot like a faucet lol I am with you

This is. The first 24 hours in a world without Pana in it. Fuck

I'm glad you got to speak to her again before she left.

My cheeks look sunburned today.

starktech you don't know me one on one but I know how close you & pana were, and I've been thinking of you

thank you, this is so hard